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easier said that done. . .

this has NOT been my week at ALL. don't even get me started on how many times i wanted to cry just because it felt good. the times that i actually did is already enough... bleh!... pray for me please.

so i guess i'll start with an update as usual..

Tuesday - May 20, 2003

uMMmmM... completely forgot. haha... i ate christal's coleslaw at lunch...
i think after school, me and cat went with darren to go to some car place to meet kris cause he was getting his windows tinted. stayed there for a bit, then we left to the tux place. picked out what he wanted.. then we went to birch street. ate some yummy coldstone then walked around. darren bought some pita bread stuff and this sauce that's YUMmMMmmMAY!! =)
then got some fatburger... chili cheeeese fries.. =) hehe. then we were on our way home.
talked on the phone and probably fell asleep. hehehhehe....

Wednesday - May 21, 2003

went to school.. did my english homework in second.. in extended block, did first period homework i think.. and talked to cat, gina, tony, and mike about stuffff. hehe.
in english... had conversations with the USUALS... and of course had the usual *interruption* and *eavesdropping* by SoMeOnE!!!! blehhh!!.. oh yeah, cat was absent this day... anyway.. went to lunch.. talked and ate and stuff. then went to sixth... TONY WAS BEING SO MEAN.. oh well. we didn't feel like going home.. so we stayed with him and kept him company. and there were some issues with OTHER people... but it doens't matter. =(
then we had *catching up time* with egmidio and joe.. hehe they're funny. joe.. where's my case?!.. hahahah...
then marc finally came with tony's car at like 5L45.. and tony took me to get my nails done.. did that.. then went home. and watched american idol.. GO RUBEN!!!!!! =)
then darren called... and we had a discussion... blehhhhhhhhh
and then cried myself to sleep..

no i'm just kidding... but there was crying goin on.. =(

Thursday - May 22, 2003

darren came after school... then we talked and ate and stuff.. issues again. but whatever...
then we picked up kris from lauren's.. and went to the tux shop.
kris and darren kept farting and it smelled so bad... =/
and i saw some people that i haven't seen in forever.. hahahahha... that's really funny. but YEAH...
them got jamba juice while i read kris' journals.. hehe.
took kris home and me and darren talked again.. i don't like to argue...=( but we got through it as usual.. love you babe..
talked on the phone.. till we both fell asleep.

Friday - May 23, 2003

went to school... yeah yeah... it was ok.. some periods were super fun though... like fourth.. when we played *spin laura's pencil box* hahahha... SO FUNNY.. =)
after school.. went with kris and cat. we went to pick up cat's check for voice.. then went to eat jack in the box. kris' kit got damaged =(.. i feel sooooo bad for him. dang.
but yeah.. got our food and went to ate's. ate in the car then went inside. ate was running late cause caitlin came.. caitlin's so cute!!.. we haven't seen her in like FOREVERRRRR... but yeah. then cat had her lesson and left... then i had mine and went home.
got my stuff together. and ate and stuff. then darren and q came.
tried to *surprise* me.. but didn't really work. haha
they ate and i played the piano while waiting for them. we talked and stuff......... then they left. and i came here. and now i'm here. and yeah... ok byebye everyone. =)


quote of the day

*we could be.. FAIRIES!!! sSSsSSsSSshh!!!!* . . . cat and laura

we both said that at the exact same time.. it was so funny. hahaha.

vent of the day

no need to read this part...
how stupid can i be? silly of me to possibly think that things could be different. that i could actually be important. no.... ok WAIT. f*ck that sh*t..

song of the day : alicia keys - a woman's worth

You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby, you know I’m worth it

Dinner lit by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby, you know I’m worth it

Wanna please
Wanna keep
Wanna treat your woman right
Not just told
But it's showed
That you know she is worth your time
You will lose
If you choose
To refuse
To put her first

She will
and she can
Find a man who knows her worth
mmm hmm
Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth

If you treat me fairly
I’ll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you’re worth it

If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I’ll hold you down when shit gets rough
Cuz baby, I know you’re worth it

She walks the mile
Makes you smile
All the while
Bein’ true
Don’t take for granted
The passions that she has for you
You will lose
If you choose
To refuse
To put her first
She will
and she can
Find a man who knows her worth

Oooooh
Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first, first baby
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth

No need to read between the lines spelled out for you
Just hear this song cuz you can’t go wrong when you value
A woman’s, woman’s, woman’s, woman’s worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth

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patience is a virtue . . .

my dad always says that... and i reaaaaally need that right now. BREATHE laura!!!! breeeeeaaaaathe. crazy week ahead of me i just know it. i don't need this right now... which is why i said _______ but oh well. i'll just deal cause i have to. =/

anyway.. updating time for all ya'll that aren't with me 24 hours everyday...
here we go..

Friday - May 16, 2003

school... then after school.. darren came. got gas and ate strawberry shotcake ice cream.. and i bought him a choco taco... yuM! talked for a bit then went to tony's house. tony cooked me some yumMY hot dogs.. then we listened to music till cat came back. then we played games hehe.. talked and got ready.
we left and went to marc's house and picked up egmidio.. took him to work.. then tony took us to school.. THANKS TONE DEF! =)
then dance production.. then watched *holes* with my baaaaaby. was sooo tired. but it was good. then went home. talked on the phone.. fell asleep on him. will it EVER stop?!... yOu WaTcH!!!!!

Saturday - May 17, 2003

woke up at i don't know what time.. haha. took a shower and all that good stuff. then my aunt took me to my lesson. ate was runnin late.. so i ended up now having my lesson cause we had to do stuff for the mass and parTAY!.. hehe. so yeah did that... then ..WAIT...STOP THE PRESS. MY BOO IS HErR..omg..he is such a cutie pie..k..roLL back the pressesssss...

aaaaanyway... he wrote that. uMm... so we had the party and sang and stuff.. and yeah. fun fun.. umMmmM...
then i went home and talked to my baby.. and i think i fell asleep on him again. BLEH! at 3 in the morning he said..
he's here now by the way..

Sunday - May 18, 2003

slept like practically most of the day.. YAY!!.. then i kept waking up and goin back to sleep. finally actually woke up when my babe called.. and then he visited meeee and brought me another strawberry shortcake... then i was craving chocolate covered gummy bears.. so we went to puente. hehe =) it was closed so we just took pictures in the photo booth instead. then we got chicken nuggets, onion rings, and yummy french fries at burger king. YUm! =) and he checked his tires and then said bye and went home.
talked on the phone.. and...... I DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP THIS TIME!!!! =) =) =) hehe.. that was funny..

Monday - May 19, 2003

today was fun at school.. even though i was tired... jr was a dancing booger!!! hahahah..
in english i was so tired even michelle noticed it.. i was just staring straight ahead.. which just happened to be justin.. sorry babe.. but i was thinking of you!.. hehe. but yeah.. then we had another meeting at lunch.. we all ate angel's pringles.. hahahahahha it was sooooo funny....
20 grams of fat in that tiny little can?!... what theeee..... oh well.
andyway.. dru was showing us his pictures from prom. they were SO PRETTY.. but it cost 60 BUCKS!.. ay nakO!.. and mrs. lim-hays had the quote of the day... haha.. go see.
then we went to choir and stuff... and yeah.. had a sub in chem. blah.. went home with lucy.. then we went to our lessons... yep!.. then she took me home.. THANKS LUCY!
now i'm here.. talking and my babe is here... =)

conversations of the day

mrs. lim-hays: awww, that's so cute! his tie and her dress are matching!!
me, cat and angel: ummm, mrs. lim-hays.. it's supposed to be like that
mrs. lim-hays: oh REALLY?!.. haha
cat: it's been a while huh....


sOuLiVeX: today was ok
sOuLiVeX: except when i chilled with darren
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: haha why
sOuLiVeX: and got a hello from you
sOuLiVeX: awwwwww
sOuLiVeX: LOL
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: oh YEAH...
sOuLiVeX: it was like whatevers
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: you didn't see me.. cause then it would have been SOOOO MUCH BETTER
sOuLiVeX: haha
sOuLiVeX: i know huh
sOuLiVeX: fsaho
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tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: DARREN'S HERE :-D
sOuLiVeX: haha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: but genzenn's not.. :'(
sOuLiVeX: LOL
sOuLiVeX: how very sad that is


lYn is bOreD: did darren go to. st lorenzo on . sun?
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: oh yeah he told me he saw you
lYn is bOreD: lolz
lYn is bOreD: yeaa
lYn is bOreD: i wuz lookn at him
lYn is bOreD: and im liek why does he look so darn familiar
lYn is bOreD: and then when he was getting the circle of life thing
lYn is bOreD: he was like hi
lYn is bOreD: haha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: circle of life??!??!?!
lYn is bOreD: the circle?!
lYn is bOreD: thing
lYn is bOreD: the life circle
lYn is bOreD: the one the priest or someone gives u
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: communion?!?!?
lYn is bOreD: u kno.. that circle of life
lYn is bOreD: haha ya! there ug o
lYn is bOreD: the communion
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: the body of christ?!
lYn is bOreD: oo!!!
lYn is bOreD: hahaha
lYn is bOreD: hey man.. i'm not a priest-ess
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: HAHAHAHHAAHHA

=) bye everyone =)