yesterday was a weird day.
well school went by sort of fast, i guess.
and after, i tried to find a ride to the mall, cause i didn't want des to go out of her way to pick me up.
my dad said he would take me. then des needed a ride, so she was gonna come to my house, but then nm. . her bro was runnin late.
so. . we went to the mall and were there a little before 7.
i called genzenn's cell. and we met them at borders.
I WANTED TO WATCH A WALK TO REMEMBER.
if we had just done that, everything would have been fine.
but no, des wanted to watch mothman prophesies.

des came and we had to go look for jeff.
we found them, and hey! i saw james! haven't seen him in the longest time.
anyway, we went to go look at the movie times. i wanted to buy my ticket then, but genzenn said to go back up to the food court so we could buy them their tickets. i told everyone i would watch a walk to remember by myself, but NO des argued with me for the longest time. and keith wanted to watch ocean's 11. so we decided to watch a walk to remember. we all went down...and then guess what? a walk to remember is SOLD OUT. damn it. so now we have to watch mothman prophesies at 10:25. doesn't matter, cause my dad said he'd pick us up when i called. so yeah, that was bad, cause i wanted to watch my movie. errrr.

so we walked around the mall. went to papaya to find des a skirt. genzenn kris and keith went off by themselves. i didn't really feel all that great. and i was like oh maaaan, des i think i got ya know. errrr. and everything was pissing me off. man i was PMSin. but that's ok, cause dang everyone was cute yesterday. i mean, like people i wouldn't normally think were cute..were cute. ya know. that's weird. well anyway..we finally went in the movie. we had to sit in like the third row. but there weren't enough seats, but we could've all squished together. but kris keith and genzenn went and sat in the front row. man, i was like falling asleep during the movie. i was trying to keep my eyes open. and my contacts were all hurting, cause i didn't take them out the night before. oops. and someone was all on someone. whoo hoo. jp, =). well anyway, that was all done. and we went out. then it got worse about my ***. can this day get any worse? well with our luck..YES.
i called my dad to come pick us up, and if it was ok to take des home. well yeah. THEN someone calls. and talks to keith. and YELLS at me! man, i didn't even do anything. i was traumatized. i'm gonna cry just thinking about it. jp, but seriously though..dang. and she called my dad. i don't know what she told him..but i'm thinking it went along the lines of "you daughter is a F*CKING liar" i don't think she would have said that word. . but the way she started yelling at me, i'm not really doubting it. well my dad called my cell back and he was like yelling at me too. oh my gosh. and i told him everything. and then he believed me. gosh man, i didn't do ANYTHING. then at the end of the call he said "i don't want you going out with the ever again. this is the last time" which is what his mom told me too. and my dad must've said it like 3 more times on the way to des' house..and then on the way home. man. ALL OF THIS?? for going to the stupid mall. and watching mothman. damn it. we would've gotten out earlier if we didn't argue about what movie we were gonna watch.
ok, so now i know for SURE. when you lie..it leads to another and another and another and another. . till it comes back and it kicks you in your balls. which is EXACTLY what it did to genzenn. errr..except my dad had to get in all this, and kris' mom. how did she think that i said all that crap anyway?
dang, i'm never gonna lie ever again. but i just did. so i just broke my promise, so there ya go...you just need to know WHEN to. and sorry to say..someone doesn't and it got my ass in trouble. but if there is another thing i learned today. it's that my dad trusts me. so maybe yesterday wasn't all that bad? *it's all part of the Lord's plan...*

so i finished the book last night! man i was crying. just like roxanne told me i would. *sniff sniff* i knew "that" was gonna happen. i HAVE to watch the movie! i'll watch it by myself if you guys don't wanna watch it. you're missing out man. that's my boyfriend! my uncle is watchin the pearl harbor dvd right now. awwww she just told him she's pregnant. aaah. well anyway, i'm stalking kkkeith. except i'm mexican. did you know that i almost went to dr?? how weird.

*you know, the only thing that scares me.. is that you might love him more than you love me.* josh fuh-ree-kin hartnett. whoo.

CHRIS!!!!! get better PLEASE!. . .if i had a car i would go drive over to your house and make you some. . soup. and an ice cream cake that you've been askin me for. hehe and i would bring kobe. =) AND i would bring . . sinatra, and katsopolis...and connery and the guy that we dont have a name for. . and i would talk to you in my british accent with cat. and i would bring that person that is not annoying, but we would leave someone behind, cause he's annoyin. =) and THAT is my plan. but not the whole thing, cause i cant give away all the surprises!

i don't wanna bore you with it. . . .

gotta go. and learn my song on the peee-an-o. well that's if i don't get too lazy. or tired, since i didn't get any sleep. darn.

seeya later. call my cell.
and cat, don't forget tomorrow.

*first you will smile, and then you will cry -- don't say you haven't been warned.*

i'm out!. . tryin to finish a walk to remember.

i have to say it again. shane west is FREAKIN cute. =) =) =)

have fun in vegas cher! and don't do anything bad. ha, yeah right. do everything bad. with prawn. haha.

p.s. desi-ree-ree. no, he's NOT cute.
jp...of course he's cute! dang. he's cute. haha.

i wanna watch it i wanna watch it! but i got no ride. i think. someone call me and take me ok!

*CALLAH!*. . . . ooooh yeah haha. say it again chris!!!

well well well. that's what she said when we passed by. things change. people change. feelings change. but no. not me. that's what i THOUGHT! haha, jp. well well well.

haha, i just noticed that i never wrote about amber's party. so to make a long story short. . . that was fun. we danced. it was fun. even though SOME people didn't see it. you cacas. ah well. there's always. . . . next time.
that reminds me. . . of a girl..that i once knew. no i'm jp. . it reminds me of the talent show. try-outs are in two weeks guys! time to learn. . .UUUUH HUUUUUH..=)

AGNES... i'm sorry i didn't go to your party! hehe next year ok. and your debut. i promise. girl scouts honor. haha that was funny. we saw you yesterday in the car. i didn't know it was you at first though. well tell me everything tomorrow. same place. same time. =)

quote of the day...
*i'm the cooolest person you'll ever meet!...sometimes* janet

awww jan-NUT. i don't know what to say. you like to make me sad. hehe. we like to "trade" sad songs. well i hope your guy crap goes away. stupid guys. bad. bad. just bad. =)

des . . you think joe is cute!. . =) he. he. he. he. he.

BOP IT!!!!! . . jon jon. derek. dad. ricky. ya know. jonathan! i didn't know you read my blog. well yah. you so cool! haha. don't forget that the pull it is the long one, and you "twist" the twist it side. got it? good. haha, that was funny, that guy thought i was using a cell phone. hehe.

hey trish. um. man now i forgot what i was gonna say, cause claire told me something. she interrupted my thoughts. well. hmm. yeeeeah. ok. nm, why do you have your back turned to me? man i looked like a retardo. i was all walking around everywhere going "where are you?!?" hi bonnie! hehe. how much boba did you guys get?


genzenn!!! don't you even THINK of taking my song!. that is MY SONG! and kkkeith, pssssh. i quote. [this song is tyte too KEITH HELPED me find it!!
biG upz to keith!] pssssha. letting him take my song. jp. you can like it. =)

kristo. um. eh. you know what? *jo i am your brother will you marry me?*

kkkeith i have your birthday present. i mean. i didn't get you a present just like you asked. but i do. well not really. i just have to give you your non- birthday present. man
that's confusing, did ya get it?

tigerlily. hey there. hi there. HOY there. remember the guy in my magazine? his favorite book is the bible. i'm gonna marry him. WHOOOO HOOOO. no i'm not gonna marry him. i'm just gonna cheat on justin with him. =)

would you like to know who the MEAN person of the day is??? CHERI! ...no jp. but she went snowboarding today. caca. JP. i hope you had fun. see any gay guys?

YOU GUYS. we're watching *a walk to remember* ok!!!!! we got it all planned out. kit cat. you can't flake on us THIS weekend! or else. something is gonna happen. and i'm thinking it might happen, i meant wont happen next thursday. cause i'm psychic like that. WATCH OUT!

so to people i didn't talk to this weekend. or more to the ones i saw but didn't talk to.HELLO. why didn't you HOOOOLLA back. haha. .....grease.....
SOOOOOOO NO!.. mmm-KAY! . . . do not forget to. *CALLAH!*

peace out monkies. i would leave you with another song. BUT. big butt. i'm too lazy. so i suggest you go now. go do yer homework. or talk. on the phone. go PROCRASTINATE. cause you KNOW you have something to do. but yet, you are still reading this? GO..now!

A-LOOOOOOOO-HA!

ok. chris is at my house. were gonna go to pantera park for the key club thing. eh. HOLLA! haha. christal said "holl-ERRRRR"
any-who. yesterday we had the novena. and it's my grandma's birthday! we prayed. we ate. we wathed dvds. the oldies gossiped. haha. we watched say it isn't so. kristo came over. haha. yeah, i call him kristo now. isn't that so cool. haha. after a while, i asked, "do you guys wanna go watch a movie?" and kristo said "ok" and claire said "ok" cause my uncle gave us those movie ticket things. but they sounded like they didn't really want to. we wanted to go shopping!! haha, so i said "do you want to go to the mall?" but claire didn't want to. even though cheri was willing to take us anywhere. eh. it took us half-an-hour to decide, and cheri said to decide by 7. it was 7 something, so we ended up going to "watch a movie" and THEN when we got there, kristo and claire were like "i don't wanna watch a movie" and cheri already drove off. errrr. and i started telling them "why didn't you tell me this ten minutes ago??" cheri was already on her way home, and kristo wanted to buy soemthing. so he said "let's go to toys r us!!" it was across the street. so we went. it was closed. so kristo said "let's go to walmart! that one is COOL!" oh my gosh. so we went there. and after we were having a picnic outside. haha. so i called cheri and we went to bj's. yum. kristo didn't want anything, so cheri made him get something. and blahblahblah. we took him home. poor him and those stairs.
oh yeah. thanks kristo cause now i KNOW where that stress was coming from.
hey churro. i mean grace. where's will?

so now we are here. christal is falling asleep. haha as usual. GET BETTER! =) i'll pray for you.
aw, i wanted to say more. but i gotta go now. watch the bball-ers! haha...

but first. . a song. . .

*Underneath It All*

There's times when i want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete

But you see the colors in me
Like no one else
And behind your dark glasses
You're something else

You're really lovely underneath it all
You want to love me underneath it all
I'm really lucky underneath it all
You're really lovely

so much to say, but i'm feelin so empty right now.
dude. i need to jock someone. cause ya know what i mean! when i'm majorly jockin, then i don't think about anything else really. and i need that right now.
cause my head is in ten million places right now.
i feel like throwing up. ew.

ok. time for our chants churro.
*think of shawn think of shawn.* . . no no that's yours.
dang, i don't even have my head on straight.

justin? fizz? orlando?. . . hmm josh? ok, that's good.