my hair..

keep it black - 11
make it dark brown - 4

...black is winning.. hmmm, what do you think?

1:30..it aint fair..

i was gonna devote my whole day to finishing my char. development skeleton essay for Lord of The Flies, but
i'm going to a funeral today.. =( i don't even remember who the person was, cause i think i only saw him when i was little.. but i already know that i'm probably gonna cry my eyes out. i can't help it.. just like my mom *sniff sniff*

oh yeah- wise monkey.. sorry for being so 'shallow' yesterday. even if you didn't mean to say that, it made me feel bad..so yeah just wanted to say i'm sorry.

okOKok!!

finally the time to sit down. and THINK. what have i done this week? mannn... been too busy for my blog!.. haha. ok.. monday.. too far away.. i can't remember, haha. oh yeah.. we had confirmation and stuff. i had play practice too. OH YEAH.. during 6th, agnes changed my ring to a bar.. (which we got on sunday at universal city walk).. the bar was 29 bucks!.. they had cheaper ones at another store, but they didn't have any nice ones.. anyway-- our teacher was busy grading our projects.. so we were all in the corner of the room.. haha. it's a butterfly with a little dangling flower
ok enough about monday... tuesday agnes changed cat's bar during enrichment.. blahblahblah.. wednesday had practice again.. thursday dude i can't even remember.. but i think we had practice again.. haha, the guards are supposed to rip jesus' clothes off.. and when we were practicing, "jesus" took the purple robe off, and one of the guard guys was like "HEY.. you're not supposed to take your clothes off.. I AM!!" haha.
"hey, your ex is kinda cute.. he's CUTE.." hehe.. sorry j=)

..fast forward to.. friday aka.. today. hehe. i know i'm forgetting a bunch of stuff that i'll remember later though. oh well. today we went with cat after school... first, voice.. met narleen! and saw my aunt jessica! hehe.. i never see her, so that was cool. then we went to her house. then me,cat, and claire went to the park THAT WAS SO FREAKY!..
ok, we were walking and this boy comes and says
"hey you're pretty"
and other stuff.. and i'm like "ok..ewwww" and there was a bunch of guys with him and some tall dude taping us! wtf? so cat was talking to him.. we were walking and he goes
"i think you're pretty"
and cat says "i think you're pretty too!"
and then he says "i think there's something weird going on in my pants."
i didn't even wanna turn around.. cause that was just eww. he kept saying stuff but i was just ignoring him. so we went over to the basketball court.. and i was like please let this guy be nice!-- or at least sane!.. seriously.. well we asked him if we could play with him and he was like "sure, of course!" and yeah, he was super nice about it. cause we were NOT making the ball in the basket! haha, i think that boy really freaked us out. then we decided to sit down.. and we could hear the guy screaming crazy-NESS.. then i look over and i'm like "OH MY GOD".. "you guys, he's humping the tree!" my gosh.. so we are all turned looking at him.. then we go *no no! don't stare, or else he'll come and talk to us again..* then i could see him walking around in the corner of my eye.. and i look again..and this time he's humping the pole. AAAAHHH stop!!.. i tried so hard not to look. then i could see his shadow coming closer.. and i start talking to cat i was like "YEAH.. YOU KNOW.. MY KARATE LESSON YESTERDAY!!.. IT WAS SO FUN! WE LEARNED THESE NEW SELF DEFENSE THINGS!" i was trying to say this loud so the guy could hear me..haha, and i told cat and claire.. hey, i can call 911!! haha..then the boy comes behind us and i'm thinking *don't touch us, don't come near.. go away go away* and he says "wanna play pocket pool?" and we ignored him again..so he goes away and starts wrestling with the other guys. then they go across the street.

so now were like wheeew.. then we go around the swings and stuff.. cause there was a little girl and this old man. then this little boy that was with the weird guy-- who was like 5, came and tried ripping the tree out of the ground. then we start walking away, and he takes this long tree branch and says
"can you tell im happy?"
eww. dang that other boy is corrupting him. where are they learning this from?!.. uuugh. so we walk back to cat's house. and of course the guy starts talking to us again. but we ignore him and he goes away.

dang.. i'm still all eeeh about it.. cat said "eWww just thinkin about that gives me shivers" haha..

YELLOW SHIRT MAN!!! we passed by him on the way back home. he was playing with a bunch of little kids. just the fact that he was doing that is cute. but i didn't know it was him.. dang. we went in and ate and stuff. and cat goes "did you see yellow shirt man?!" and i didn't know it was him.. "stop smiling laura!!" haha.so me and cat went back to see if any of cat's cute neighbors were outside.. then we saw more people playing basketball in the park. so we decide to look. and the crazy boy comes running across the street towards us-- with that big branch. and cat was ready to start running! haha. but we ignored him and he was saying
"hey my friend thinks you're cute.. hey.. hey... ok i'm leaving now.. nice talking to you" - - so this is a perfect example of why i always think it's so uuugh when guys are like that. but i don't know anyone that acts like that boy!.. thank god.. haha.

watched gypsy.. pretty good. today, got boba! hehe and i just had a FISH-o-FILET val!!.. hehe. oh yeah, chris.. the sub guy was cool.. he let me and cat play piano.. but first he said "can you play tupac? or ludacris??" haha..

oh yeah.. i talked to *him* today.. and don't even think it's like THAT.. cause it's not.. haha. i mean it's not like how i would be if i talked to.. say, jboog or jboog-ER or the real one-- or lil fizz.. haha.. cause then i would be like AAAHH.. but i don't know.. i see him everyday, and it's different w/ him. -- hey, different isn't necessarily bad.. i guess it's kinda nice. cause i'm not like completely obsessed and i don't think i ever will be. cause it's "just" _____ and at the same time, it's not. am i making sense? it's still him. but i don't know. ay nako. i try to put it into words, but i can't.. cause i can't even figure it out in my head. i have so much going on i can't think. but out of all i'm stressin about.. he's still there, in my head.. so that must mean something, right?

ok time to go.. until i think of something else..

..you know its love when you can’t fall asleep cause reality is better than your dreams..

awww... got that from val's lj hehe.. mannn.. i'm going back and forth between thinking about him all the time-- and not at all. well not ALL the time.. but you know. ay nako. time to go now. practice @ 7.. get my mind off of this.. but yeah,

hey jon!.. i'm putting this in my blog so you never forget.. that i spent lunch with you today!! haha...

aw man! i was just about ready to write about my day.. and my dad calls and says he's here. darn...

well i just want to put this first...

tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: haha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: brb
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i'm gonna walk cat out
Bboy SpeciaL K: walk your cat??
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: haha no.. cathleen
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: she's leaving
Bboy SpeciaL K: oh Ha