Sunday, April 01, 2001



hey you guyserz...
WARNING:...this is kinda sad...i dunno, it made me sad...

alright here i go...

today we went to one of my mom's friends house...
she is like really sick, i think there is something wrong that happened in her brain
and she's lost her memory...and there's just a lot of things that are wrong with her...
anyway...when i saw her and all the people there praying for her, and people from her family were crying it just really made me think..ya know, like..what if that happened to someone i knew?..

and also..this other thing happened to my cousin's friend....a while ago, he shot himself....and he died...and my cousin said that it wasn't something that he would do..but she said he did it cuz i think he had problems with his parents or something, i don't really remember ...but what i do remember is that she told me...*always tell your friends and family and just everyone that you care about them*...

and now that i think of it...i think it's sOOoOoOO important for someone to know that you care about them..i mean, just ALL of you guys...I LOVE YOU!!...you know, i mean some people just don't know that people care about them...and ya know what i mean?..just tell everyone you know that you love them..cuz you don't know what you have till it's gone..isn't that so true?...
i WISH WISH WISH i could have seen my grandpa before he passed away...and what if something happened to someone so important to you, like your parents tomorrow?...wouldn't you want them to know that you love them?

if i'm sounding really stupid right now, i'm sorry, but i just wanted to say all that...
aAAaaAaw...now i wanna give everyone a BIIIIIIIG hug...so when you see me, warning---i'm gonna give you a BIIIiiIIIiIIIIiiiIIiiIG hug..=)