go alicia...wow, i was thinking of putting this song in here a couple days ago..i didn't know it was gonna be her new single..I TOLD YOU..i'm PSYCHIC!!

*A Woman's Worth*


You could buy me diamonds, you could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby you know I'm worth it
Dinner lit by candles, run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby you know I'm worth it
Wanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman right
Not just told but to show that you know she is worth your time
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth, mhmn

Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby I know you're worth it
If you never play me, promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when shit gets rough
Baby I know you're worth it
She rolls the mile makes you smile all the while being true
Don't take for granted the passion that she has for you
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth, oh

Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

girls night out....
yay!...

and crazy pajama pig out day....

=)

*my heart still beats*

you're holding me and I close my eyes
you're whispering, and I start to cry
you feel so good, so beautiful
for as long as you live don't let me go

just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me and need me
if you could trust me, and teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats

i'm looking in the eyes, the eyes of love
and I hold your face and I see the sun
i taste your kiss, you touch my soul
and I'm feeling things I've never felt before

just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me and need me
if you could trust me, and teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me my heart still beats

i'm feeling what they call pure love
i never knew feeling like this could exist inside of me
i'm soaring, emotions exploding
i don't want to live another day if you're not here with me

just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me and need me
if you could trust me, and teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me my heart still beats

because you're half of me my heart still beats..

alrighty, i just came back from puente...
watched the debut again!....yay!...
GO DANTE....

quote of the day...
*..i used to put a clothespin on my nose to make it more pointy*
*you have a cute nose...see, flat noses are nice cause they don't get smashed when you try to kiss someone...* ---- ben and annabelle, the debut...

after the movie, we stayed a little to look at the names..man there was this guy..he was a couple rows in front of us, but he was facing my direction, and i was like *aaaaaah*....DAMN, he's hotter than *S.S. man* mixed with fresh prince and a little bit of dante, cathleen!!!..no i'm jp, no one is hotter than dante..hehe...

ok, i have to bring it up again, cause i don't know why..i read my other blog, and i keep thinking that what i wrote isn't what i really mean...
i can't explain, it's like i don't mean that i don't respect you if you've done drugs, it's just if you let it control your life..THEN that's when i don't think i should respect you..

..aw man, why?..it hurts...a lot...just when i think it's ok, it's just an ILLUSION....

why am i all of a sudden surrounded by drug talk?...
today there was a magic show at school...
man that story was sad...about that girl that overdosed..
i hate hearing those stories..that's why i can't say it enough...DON'T do drugs...
and in my other blog, i didn't mean that i don't respect you if you do drugs, it's just that most likely if you do drugs then you don't respect yourself....
and if you can't respect yourself, how can you expect people to respect you?..



*Answer The Phone*

We're on this rollercoaster ride
Hold on, I'll stay here by your side
We head up to the sky then we slide back down
Upside down try to figure out
Not sure if we could work it out
I wanna be alone but you feel like home

Answer the phone, I know that you're home
I wanna get you alone, and do it again, do it again
Answer the phone, I know that you're home
I wanna get you alone, and do it again, do it again

The signals all are flashing red
It doesn't matter what was said
This bed is much too big without me and you
This all seems so ridiculous
Why can't we just get over this
Don't make me say the obvious
Without you

Answer the phone, I know that you're home
I wanna get you alone, and do it again, do it again
Answer the phone, I know that you're home
I wanna get you alone, and do it again, do it again

RESPECT...
we were talking about that in confirmation today..
and we were saying how if you don't respect yourself, then no one will respect you..
i think that's true...in a lot of cases..
some people were wearing those red ribbon things today (even though it's not time to wear them yet, i think)....so when i try to think of an example of not respecting yourself, the thing i think of..is..drugs..
i mean, i think if you do that crap..then you don't respect your body, or yourself..
i don't think i can respect anyone that does drugs, because what good can come out of it?..
..like seriously, if you really respect yourself, then why would you throw your life away and do something so dumb?..
don't hate me cause i say that, but really though..it's just...stupid...
i wont say the name...but this guy in my class thinks he's all cool cause he does that shit, and i'm like uuuuuh...
it's true though..no one will respect you till you respect yourself!....

ok..no more preaching....no more lessons, just thoughts....
thought #1---- respect yourself and be respected..don't do drugs..

fear of flying...
my dad asked me a couple of weeks ago, after the world trade center, if i would be afraid to go on an airplane like the next time we go on vacation..i didn't really give it much thought and i said "no.."..
he asked why and i said "well...cause i've been on an airplane so many times already..."
"and because i think if i'm supposed to be on an airplane and die, then god has already planned for that to happen..i mean, i think if i was on that airplane, then god had a reason for me to be there..like it was meant to be or something.."
and now i'm thinking, is it wrong to think that way?...what do you think?...
i just hope that people that have never flown on a plane and were already scared of flying...i hope that they aren't even more scared now..

would you be afraid?