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i love who you are. . love who you ain't. . .

. . know where that's from?!... hehe.

well, i am at lucy's right now. so yeaaaah.

um, i just wanted to say... 2 more days churro! =) =) =)
wow.. how fast time flies. . .

LUCY SAYS HI TO EVERYONE READING THIS!!!

ok byebye everyone! hehehe.. yes. that's it for now. =) have a wonderful day!

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i'm back!. . .

ok. well today.. school was um.. good?!.. haha i was so out of it today!.. yeah. went to lucy's after school. she was supposed to come over..but yeah. just ended up going to her house. then darren and genzenn came and off we went to pick up LIA .. genzenn look ~~~~> <3 * * * * Lia * * * * <3 .. hehee.. yeah. then we went to go watch a movie. but of course we couldn't decide what to watch.. and then we couldn't but the tickets anyway.. so we just went to jack in the box.. and got some yummAY seasoned curly fries!!! hehehe. i wanted a MANGO SNOW BUBBLE!!!! but it's ok.
after that.. took lia home. . then off we went.. not knowing where we were going. then genzenn wanted to go bowling. so he called everyone. but christal couldn't go. =(
hahahhaha, i touched genzenn's pandesal and put it in darren's mouth. ewWWWWwwWwWWWWwwWWwWwW! he put his booTAY all over everyone.. yuck. and on the window too. and it was getting all hot in there.. *it's getting hot in herrrrrrrre!* <~~~~ x-tal hehe.
waited for everyone to come.. then they bowled. me and lucy bowled for claire that one time.. and it was the BEST one!.. haha. we made up a new dance huh lucy!?!?!.. spread your wings!.. haha. put the tongue away!!!!!!!

owwww.. my stomach hurts. =/.. bleh.

hehhee.. i scareDED kevin!.. that was funny. i hid and made myself look like the scary girl from the ring.. oOOooOooh... kkkeith made me do it! haha
i burped so many times today.. even had a burping contest with darren. who won?.. i think i did. yippeee!! salamat to him for driving us everywhere.. and.. NO!... *it's up to you!*
KRISTO... don't forget what i told you to not forget.. do you know what i'm talking about?!.. can't believe i almost forgot. yep. haha
sorry silly billy that the 'plan' did not happen. hehe. next time. . .

well anyway.. took lucy home. hehe.. SEXY REXY!. . . you're house is scuuury. no jp, just that picture. ..and now.. i'm here. talking. listening. typing. thinking.. of you! hehe. ok guys.. time for me to go. =*( till next time... seeya! byebye! =)

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through the rain . .

ah. i SO did not wanna do this. i don't like to vent in here!. .

you don't need to know.. right?!...

anyWAY.. i just wanna remind myself why i'm feeling so crappy right now...

- i HATE how she thinks that she knows me so well. am i really that predictable?!.. goooosh, i just wanna... erRrRRrrRrRRRrrRrRrrrrRRr!!!!!!!!
- i CAN'T be so f***ing ________ all the time.. i can't treat _____ so nicely, cause not everyone is gonna act like that to ____. ugh, it's just not fair.
- why is it that everytime something good happens, something bad just HAS to happen? and i'm not just talking about to myself. . . i don't like to see you sad ________!
- what do you expect me to say?. . . uhhhhhhhhh

k.. now that i got that out of my system..
on a lighter note. . today was really weird. too many mood swings! ay!.. english was SO funny though. kim and janelle were fighting about the stupid stuff mrs. lim-hays makes us do... and then stephanne was like freaking out and she started yelling at the whole class. funnAY stuff. yep.
and then in choir. . . =/.. and after school.. i have never seen her cry. that just made me =/....

i stole this from des' profile (hehe thanks des.. )

things to do...

* try to be a happy person.
* always smile.. even tho you feel down.
* dont let stupid people.. get to you.
* be there for ur friends, even tho they're not there for u.
* let your friends know how much you care for them.
* live your life as it was ur last day.
* dont judge someone before you meet them.
* support the people that need to be supported.
* most of all.. have a carefree life.

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quote of the day
*hello!. . i come to rock your table!*. . .rachel


song of the day: justin - never again

*my heart may never mend.. and you'll never get to love me. . again.*


churro. . 3 more days!

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. g . i . r . l : t . a . l . k .

hMmMMmMmMmMmMmmmMmMmMm . . . .
yeah.

so anyway... yesterday was christal's last home game!.. of course we went. hehe. we only missed ONE game huh chris!.. and that's cause i had concert practice. but yeah. WHOOOO HOOOOOOO.. *someone say christal!... (christal) bryant!!!!!* hehe.
oooh yeah, and we got justified!!

hahaha. i just remembered going to mcdonald's. so funnAY. but when we first got there. aaAAaAAaaAaAh!!.. MY EYES!.. didn't wanna see that. then when we were eating... genzenn and his coke mixed with ketchup. and kkkeith learned how to burp! (p.s. you're welcome for the sprite kkkeith, haha i read your blog. of course.)
and i was NOT staring at genzenn's twin!.. but he waved bye to me!.. haha. and darren just HAD to roll the window down. now they're gonna stalk me. or maybe just genzenn's twin. ooh SEXY!.. haha jp.

song of the day: justin - never again

that's the first one that popped in my head.. hehe. cause it's the last one i heard. yeah. =) that would be cause it's the last one on the cd. ANYWAY. . .

quotes of the day
*oh, gag me with a spoon! gag me with a spoon! that's so gross!* . . michelle
*hey.. 'gullible' sounds like 'gall bladder'.. doesn't it?*. . . gina

heheehe// just thought of ------- singin work it... haha. no wait. i mean eWWwwWWwWWw!!.. hahahhaha

uh yeah. *JONNY FROM THE BLOCK?!*.. what jon?.. hehee. don't forget.. *laura laura laura laura laaaaura. .* .. and *laura laura, there's too many of you [sighing]* and you CAN'T forget the usher dance.. yep. jon jon, you're cUh-RAY-zaY! hehe.

oh my goodness oh my goodness!. . . 4 more days churro!!!!!!! ay!.. whoo hoo for you! =) =) =)

genzenn.. said he was gonna call me. but did he call me? noooo =(.. *sniff sniff*..

i saw the end of the bachelor today.. there's only three girls left! whoa! when did that happen?!.. haha, the last time i saw it.. was the first episode. would YOU go on that show?.. hMmMMmmmM.. some of those people are craAaAAAaaAzy!!! *oh my goodness. . i am so in love with you!. . i'm gonna die if i don't get a rose!* hehe, jp.

OH NO! . . .i change the song of the day.. hehe.
it's now. . musiq - something
=)

ok. . now. . i have gotta go. soOOooOo... yeah. seeya later~! =) byebye!

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is it possible?. . .

.. to love someone too much? or to be loved by someone too much? _________ told me that i'm loved very much.. too much.. by ----hehe... =) i love you my MM..

ummm.. so i completely forgot what exactly i wanted to say.. except for this stuff. . .

- JUSTIN'S cd comes out tomorrow!!
- of course i'm still c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d. .. and kkkeith made me even more confused about something else.. yep. but i know now so it's ok. kkkeith is so cute!.. but about all the other stuff. . still confused. hmmm.
- oooh genzenn...

s O u L i v E x: does darren have like a shirt i can use
s O u L i v E x: gotta look good tomalo
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: but you look good in EVERYTHING
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: even in super tight green shorts with purple flowers on them

- oh yeah!.. and were not going to vegas THIS weekend.. it's NEXT weekend. but everyone here is goin this weekend and next weekend.. so, empty house this weekend.. hmmMmMMmmm..
- another thing. . . why? ____ _ ___ ____ ___ ______? hehehe.

i'm off to watch justin bein interviewed by barbara... HAHA.. JONJON!!.. he's being interviewed by me!.. oh no, i forgot.. i'm dir-TAY cheese now. darn. haha.

well everone.. take care. . be good. .good luck (to someone). .have fun. .goodnight. .sweet dreams of ___. . and.. all that good stuff. hehe *muah*! and like kkkeith said.. *stay justified!* .. =) byebye!

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erRrRRrrrrRRRRrrrRrRRRrRrrr!!!!!. . .

oh my gosh-DARN-it-NESS!!.. i'm gonna cry!.. guess WHAT?!.. apparantly the film i used the other day was some SPECIAL film that you can ONLY develop at this SPECIAL place in seattle. seattle?!.. what??!!!?.. so i have to wait like 7 days for the film to go be developed and come back. please oh please oh please don't let anything bad happen to it!!.. i will seriously cry... =( oh my goodness! i'm so retarded. inseparable gfriend, i'm sorry if i don't get those pics back.. errrr. those were pics from halloween and ina's b-day too. but at least cat has the halloween and ina's bday pics on her camera. but she doesn't have our pics with JESSE and ANTHONY.. etc. aaaaaaah. why did i use that film?... i don't know! i just found it here. errrrrr. ok. it's ok. really. cause even if something happened to it (which i hope doesn't happen).. we're still going to another game. so it's ok. really. ok i'm just gonna keep telling myself that. . . . .

ahhh. anyway, how was your day? mine was a sleepy day. yippee. hehe. sleep is nice.. OH YEAH.. chris!.. i had a dream the other day. finally! i haven't had a dream in a while.. cause i never go to sleep! but yeah. i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.i.n.g. hehe. even though i forgot most of it. hehe. ok gotta go now.. cause i have to devote my full attention to a certain someone.. JUSTIN. hehe. ok byebye everyone! =)

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dang. . .yummy

today was so much fun.

started off with a couple phone calls.. a few tears here and there.. hehe. my oh my.

went to ina's birthday bowling par-TAY. hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INA!!!!!

bowled. ate pizza and ice cream cake (yummMAY).. ate put my name as justin's gyrl and she was erik's baebygyrl hehe. after bowling, we went to ate's. we were gonna watch the others but ended up playing pictionary hehe. round one: angels vs. prinZes and round two: superstars vs. puka shells
cat and jessa think "outside of the box".. i was drawing a clock, and they go "ummm, compass!.. north! south!" haha. and.."what is THAT?!.. oh!.. SPERM!" .. oh my goodness jocelyn! hahahahahahha. at around 6:30, my dad came with claire and off we were to the hollywood knights game

NOTE TO YOU: you don't have to read this!.. haha, it might bore you. but i just wanna write it so that i can read in 10 years (ok, maybe not that long.. but ya know) and then i can remember everything.. hehe ok. if you get bored.. or annoyed with my long entry.. too bad. i warned you!

got there and sat behind the celebrities. the first one to come out was MIGUEL!... aka jesse metcalfe from passions oh my goodness.. =) and he had my number!.. he was number 9.. hehe. and out came kiko, popstars man, ashlee simpson, bumper robinson, etc... hehe. oh the cute black guy came out too.he was number 13 i think. at last came out and sang the national anthem. yay! go at last!.. hehe. then our faculty came out too. haha mr. knox was breakdancin. funnAY.
kkkeith, kevin, and company came. hehe. at halftime, that one dude sang. and at last sang too. whoo hooo. then kevin was telling us to come sit by them, cause they were on the other side. but THEN.. we couldn't.. and ALSO i knew we shouldn't go yet. so we got shirts cause we didn't have anything for them to sign. chris only had a --- in her bag haha.
and THEN jesse metcalfe came out. oh my oh my oh my.and the other people too. then they let us go. and me and chris went to at last cause they were at the end of the table. so they signed the little card thingys. yep. those guys were so nice.. one of them got all of their signatures for me cause he saw that i only had three of them on there. hehe yeah. and while we were waiting, we started talking to the other two guys that were in front of us.. and i say "are you filipino?" and he said yeah, and the other guy was part filipino too. yay. haha. THEN.. we moved over to JESSE. =) =) =) you do not understand how hot this guy is. haha. he has such pretty eyes. =) so he was the first to sign my shirt. and he got all embarassed cause it just wasn't cooperating with him.. and you wanna know what happened? ok i'll tell you haha. so he said "i'm sorry, i'm not good with autographs".. and me and christal were just laughing. and then we were stuck next to him cause people were crowding all around us. so i took a picture with him and so did christal. and then we were still stuck there and it was so hot. so i started fanning myself with the at last picture thing. and then i started fanning him. and what did he do chris?.. he smiled at me. hahahahha. =) he has a nice smile too. aah. if it was justin though. whooo. ok ANYWAY.. so then we were like.. we HAVE to get to the black guy!.. so we moved down and got stuck by this girl. and earlier i told chris that i thought she was on 'all that' but wasn't sure. but she was.. cause i heard her telling this girl that asked her. yep. she signed my shirt and chris' too. didn't take a pic with her though. THEN.. right next to her was the cute black guy..
OH YEAH... chris!!.. i know his name now!.. it's Anthony Harrell and i know why he looked familiar now!.. cause he's on saved by the bell.. the new one. aaah!.. that's him. whoooo hooooo!
hehe. so i asked him to sign my shirt. and he did, and he signed chris'.. and then i took a picture with him. and then me and chris were talking about her takin a pic with him. and the 'all that' girl was laughing at us. hehe. so i took a pic of chris and ANTHONY. and shook his hand. whooo hoo.
THEN.. was DION BASCO. hehe. that was funny. he signed my shirt.. then signed chris'. and he put a heart. so i said "how come i don't get a heart??" and he said "what did you get? oh you didn't get a heart? ok i'll put one" and we took pics with him. and CHRISTAL was holding his hand!.. hehe.. oh yeeeah. hahahah.
and then i got the guy from scene 23 to sign ate nar's cd cover. and he was all excited that i had it. haha. then i took a picture with him and i was the last.. MUAHAHAAAHAH to all you scene 23 fans. hahaha. jp. cause they made eveyone go back and sit down. but first i went to the other side, and me, cat, and einer took a pic with joy bisco form the debut.. and she signed my shirt too. then said hi to kkkeith, kevin, and company. hehe. kkkeith was making fun of jesse.. =*( pass it ON!!.. haha, kkkeith.. BREATHE. . we're breathing the same air as justin and orlando!
WALNUT FACULTY won! yippeee!! after the game.. we went to find the celebs again. hehe. they were all around the gym.. first we saw tried to get kiko's autograph.. but NOOoOoo he was too busy talking to some people. and i was like aahhhh i'd rather find jesse.. and we saw him but there was a bunch of people around him. so we saw dion and we were standing behind him.. and i kept touching him hahahaha. that was funny. i think he though it was cat.. haha. and then me. chris, cat, and claire took another pic with him. and then we went around cause we were looking for jesse.. but he was gone. =( so then we went back to dion.. and we were touching him again. haha. i poked his boo-TAY.. but then i turned really fast.. i don't think he even noticed, he was talking to people. hahaha. he's so small! then dion signed cat's pants.. and he was kneeling down. so i HAD to take a picture cause it looked like he was proposing to her! hehe.. then cat went to get ate's cd signed by the popstars man..
and THEN.. me and chris saw anthony and he was talking to these girls. and they needed a pen, so i let him use my sharpie.. and then they left, and i asked him to do my voicemail. but of COURSE.. i had messages to listen to, so it took forever. so he did christal's first and he sang *u remind me* DANG. he sings so good. ahhh. so i kept apologizing cause i was taking forever. and i asked him to sing a different song for mine. so he asked if it could be an usher song.. so i said OF COURSE!.. hehe. then mildrey, cat, claire and patty came. so he sang *u don't have to call* on mine, cat's, and mildrey's. but cat lost service to hers didn't work. and on mildrey's.. all it did was leave a message. but on MINE, i played it back and it sounded so nice.. but i guess i didn't press pound twice.. and then i hung up. and when i called it again.. it was still *dontchange*.. =\.. nooo.. not that i didnt want it on there.. but it erased anthony!.. ahhhhh. it's ok. but yeah.. after he did christal's, i was asking him if he was in a hurry.. like if he had to go. and he said that they were supposed to go to "the auditorium" he called it.. hehe. and after he sang, i was telling him thank you and sorry i took forever haha. then he did this little thing where he patted my head or something.. and gave me a hug.. and said bye *sigh* so cute.
then. we were off to find everyone again. haha. cause i was so upset that i didn't have anthony on my voicemail. =( so we went to the mpr. and miss i'm such a wonderful helper (jp.. i'm mean) was there. and i'm so special cause i have a wristband!.. cause i'm such a wonderful helper! haha jp.. we wanted to ask mrs. lopez if we could go in... but we didn't wanna. so we started walking back. and we run into at last! so i asked them if they could sing on my voicemail. and of course they did. cat wanted them to sing on hers, but then she didn't have service.. and she was screaming "i hate cingular!!!!" haha. and they were laughin at her. then it worked.. and then we went to the parking lot.
chris left.. we were waiting for cat's mom to come.. cause i didn't want to leave her there.. and we were talking to matt. and then he was gonna leace for a while.. so i told her she'd be safe.. haha. "what kind of cop are YOU?"

ok. ok. ok. i'll stop now. until i think of something else. hehe.


christal:.. we are boy craZED hehe. we're going to the other games!.. we shook on it! even with our spit!.. we have to. yes. =)
cat: dion proposed to you!.. hehe. aaah.. get your film developed already!.. hehe me too. aaaaaah!
kkkeith: breeeeathe. hehe. DECEMBER 18!!
kevin: you're supposed to PASS IT ON!.. haha that would've been funny.
helen: but OF COURSE i will give you the pic. oooh my. =)
pattyyyy: where are my caramel chocolates?.. hehe yum. too bad you forgot them but it's ok. monday! in the morning.. with some cup of noodles hehe.