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funfunfun..the wedding was today...
awww...tears tears tears...
CHURRO...you bad girl...better not become an alcoholic...and eating the salad so fast..and christine was just eating all the bread, and me eating all the candy mint thingys...yumyum...
errrr, my stomach hurts...dunno why...maybe cuz of all the candy...hehe..or food poisoning...or cuz cheri made me try her drinks and lenny's..hehe and ina's too..
oh yeah, my aunt is making me and cheri and claire go with them and my little cousins to go watch this blue's clues thingy tomorrow...*A CLUE!! A CLUE!!!*...aw man...
*Waste My Time* ~ blu cantrell
I gave you all my love
It was never enough
You took for granted
That I cared so very much
I made your house a home
Please tell me why you did me wrong
Why do I waste my time on you
Giving you loving that you don't deserve
And if I had the chance to think it through
I probably wouldn't waste my time on you
Saturday, August 04, 2001
Friday, August 03, 2001
OH MY GAAAAAs-NESSSSSSS....ay nako...finally this is processing through my mind...my cousin's wedding is TOMORROW!...the thought of it didn't really hit me until now...but i knew that was gonna happen...
ay nako!!!..her honeybaby is coooomin...HOOOOTIE HOOOOoooOoOOOO!!...haha...and his boobies are hard..you so NAS-teee!...
WHAT IS LOVE??..oh mymymy, that e-mail was so cute...here's one...aaaawwww <~~ there's no better way to put it cheri hehe =)
"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more." Matthew - age 7
and another...
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8
so cute naman...
*We Can't Be Friends"
[RL]
To just act like we never were
To come around and not show hurt
How dare we greet by shaking hands
Just months ago, I was your man, was your man
Verbally we’d agreed it was over
And we were through
I’m trying to compose myself
But I just can’t get over you, girl
We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
Cuz I’m still in love with you
[Deborah]
I went by mother’s, saw your car there
To her you’re still family
And it don’t’ seem fair
For everyone to just go on
And I’ve tried and I can’t do it
Cuz I’m still torn
I tried to think of you as just another love
In my past that didn’t last
But it’s not that simple, baby
We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
If we, if we can’t be lovers
We can’t be friends....
....you know what is wrong with the world today?...(my dad would always say that about stuff)..well anyway...it is LACK OF COMMUNICATION...no one knows what the other person is thinking about..no one knows what the other person REALLY wants...so many "maybe's"..and "what if's"...and i think this is why i'm writing this next thing.....it has to do with lack of communication...read on..
***warning: if you read this part, it is probably a waste of your time cuz only i will really understand it, and it will probably confuse you...
okokok, i knooooooow that i should be like..um, what's the word...well, i mean i know he shouldn't be up in my head anymore...and i KNOW that i shouldn't be feeling all bad cuz he's the one that didn't even want anything right??...but on the other hand, errr i dunno, i just feel like there's just a part of me that needs to talk about it, cuz i don't even know what's going on now...i think i was just blowing it off cuz i didn't wanna deal with it at the time..and it's not that i want to now, it's just that if i was in his position i would be like really confused right now and i would wanna know what's going on...BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, i could really care less about what he thinks of me right now (ok, i know i don't reeeeally mean that like that)..but i don't really have any other way to say it...i mean, he keeps changing his mind and changing his story all like sayin "oh yeah, we should just be friends, maybe later we can be more than that, but just friends right now, ok?!"..when BEFORE, he was acting all like "why doesn't she wanna talk to me?"...gosh i don't get him...and i feel so stupid because i'm wasting my time thinking about this..and thinking if i wanna talk to him or not...when i KNOW that nothing is ever gonna happen between us..and uuuuugh...forget it, i don't wanna be pissed off today or tomorrow...or the day after that and the day after that.....so, i'm dropping this subject...he's outta my head now...5..4...3...2...........1...
Monday, July 30, 2001
ALOHA!!!...
man, seems like i have no time for this anymore!
but this is my therapy for my DRAMA!
well now it's cheri, cuz i have no time to just sit down..and just type...aaaah, just let it all out...hmmm
haha, CHRIS-TAL-NER....hehe, i read one of my old blogs, and i read about when we went to the banquet and said all that mean stuff about ya-know-who..the one we were mad at...hehe...
haha, i haven't done my "did you know" thing in a while...=)
hmm...lemme think of one and put it later...
so yeah..OH MY GOSH CAN YOU BELIEVE???!!!??...my cousin's wedding is THIS SATURDAY!!!..ay nako..
oh that is IT...my husband is cheating on me!...he said he loves her!..did you see?!... on leno, ay nako nako nako nako nako...it's ok, if she makes him happy..=(...
YEAH RIGHT!!!!..hehe, jp...
eeeeeeeeny-wayz..hehe, i miss my sista...where are you?!...
oh yeah, MR. TOMMY BOY------if you ever read this, HOW COME YOU AREN'T CALLING HER???....dang, talkin all serious and crap and SAAAAAYIN you're coming, but are you really??!?...or are you lying?...hmmm...he's got hooooooes, in different area codes areaaaa codes....NONONO, don't think that!!!...man he better come, i wanna see you guys together, awwww how ca-yute na cute naman!...hahahaha..oh man, i need to de-fob myselp, =)....
*GIRLS LOVE TOMMY*...get that shirt, it was cute
I LOVE YOU!..and you, and you.....oh yeah, and YOU!!!...
ok..here it is....
DID YOU KNOW: that rubber bands last longer when you put them in the freezer?!...
wtf?!?!??...who knows, my sis told me that..DON'T BELIEVE IT!..

