OH MY GAAAAAs-NESSSSSSS....ay nako...finally this is processing through my mind...my cousin's wedding is TOMORROW!...the thought of it didn't really hit me until now...but i knew that was gonna happen...

ay nako!!!..her honeybaby is coooomin...HOOOOTIE HOOOOoooOoOOOO!!...haha...and his boobies are hard..you so NAS-teee!...


WHAT IS LOVE??..oh mymymy, that e-mail was so cute...here's one...aaaawwww <~~ there's no better way to put it cheri hehe =)
"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more." Matthew - age 7

and another...

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8

so cute naman...

*We Can't Be Friends"

[RL]
To just act like we never were
To come around and not show hurt
How dare we greet by shaking hands
Just months ago, I was your man, was your man
Verbally we’d agreed it was over
And we were through
I’m trying to compose myself
But I just can’t get over you, girl

We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
Cuz I’m still in love with you

[Deborah]
I went by mother’s, saw your car there
To her you’re still family
And it don’t’ seem fair
For everyone to just go on
And I’ve tried and I can’t do it
Cuz I’m still torn

I tried to think of you as just another love
In my past that didn’t last
But it’s not that simple, baby

We can’t be friends
We can’t be friends
If we, if we can’t be lovers
We can’t be friends....



....you know what is wrong with the world today?...(my dad would always say that about stuff)..well anyway...it is LACK OF COMMUNICATION...no one knows what the other person is thinking about..no one knows what the other person REALLY wants...so many "maybe's"..and "what if's"...and i think this is why i'm writing this next thing.....it has to do with lack of communication...read on..

***warning: if you read this part, it is probably a waste of your time cuz only i will really understand it, and it will probably confuse you...
okokok, i knooooooow that i should be like..um, what's the word...well, i mean i know he shouldn't be up in my head anymore...and i KNOW that i shouldn't be feeling all bad cuz he's the one that didn't even want anything right??...but on the other hand, errr i dunno, i just feel like there's just a part of me that needs to talk about it, cuz i don't even know what's going on now...i think i was just blowing it off cuz i didn't wanna deal with it at the time..and it's not that i want to now, it's just that if i was in his position i would be like really confused right now and i would wanna know what's going on...BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, i could really care less about what he thinks of me right now (ok, i know i don't reeeeally mean that like that)..but i don't really have any other way to say it...i mean, he keeps changing his mind and changing his story all like sayin "oh yeah, we should just be friends, maybe later we can be more than that, but just friends right now, ok?!"..when BEFORE, he was acting all like "why doesn't she wanna talk to me?"...gosh i don't get him...and i feel so stupid because i'm wasting my time thinking about this..and thinking if i wanna talk to him or not...when i KNOW that nothing is ever gonna happen between us..and uuuuugh...forget it, i don't wanna be pissed off today or tomorrow...or the day after that and the day after that.....so, i'm dropping this subject...he's outta my head now...5..4...3...2...........1...