AY NAKO...number tatlo for today...

cuz christal made me think and she put that *someone* that i keep mentioning in my other blogs back in my head..

now i sort of know why i can't talk to that person...
i don't know, i'm being stupid and i am watching soo many movies and all of them *somehow* relate to my situation when that might not even be what happening...i mean doesn't everyone think that some movie or some song relates to them, or their life and they're like "oh my gosh, that is soooooo like me!"..or something like that?...
well anyway, now i'm thinking of what i would feel like if i was in the other person's place...i think it would be unfair for me to just tell him (ay, now you know it's a "him"..well obviously if you know me you already know who it is)..well yeah it's unfair for me to tell him that i need to not talk to him for a while, or that i need time to think, or whatever it is i said and then just call him or talk to him and expect everything to be back to normal..i wouldn't want to be in that place and i don't want to put him in that place..i mean i can't just expect for him to understand why i didn't want to talk to him for a while at that time or whatever...hmmm..

aaaaaaaaah....so much to write...that's not even half of what's on my mind...streeeeeeeeeeeeeess...relieve me....cheri, thank you for making me laugh a looooooooot today and claire my favorite (and only) sister...=)