Thursday, July 29, 2004

upDATE for cj . . .

i just updated cj's lj for him.. so now i must update!

hmm. so what did i not talk about?
life has been... fun. =)
no matter what.. i keep telling myself *this is where i'm supposed to be*
like.. i'm supposed to be in this situation, feeling like this, thinking this.. etc.

anyway..

monday
got home at 2 from tony's. went to sleep after sleeping at tony's. haha. sorry duuuuuudes.. but yeah. woke up at freakin 8 in the f*cking morning. my grandma made me and claire cook breakfast. then we sat around till it was time to get ready and head over to genzenn's. . where it's SO CLEAN! haha. waited for cat, sherri and nikka.. then picked up dru. and we were OFF!
brea mall. so much fun. got into a *situation* huh genz? but we HANDLED that shiet. hahaha. soo funny. only p0zze members could have gotten out of that situation like US and get free money!!! hahah. yeah BOY. ok yeah i'll stop. haha. oh yeah.. and we got in trouble in forever 21 and robinsons may. GEEEEZ... me + genz + mall = trouble! hahahha. but yeah, we got our clothes for *rock with u*.. YAY! and we saw des! and she MADE me apply! hehe jk. we all ate great steak.. except for nikka the loner!! oh yeah.. i love nikka!!..
this mall stuff is ALL out of order.. haha. so anyway.. we left..
then we got coldstone.. we got a like it size that *somehow* turned into a LOVE it size.. ALL for only $1.49!!! YEAH. cause were sexy like that. saw agnes and jon! so then we planned to have a double best friend day! so we all BETTER NOT FORGET! then mahal called so we all headed over to pcholiks and said hi to everyone. then said byebye.. haha. dropped genz off and headed home. YAY! then the kids were at the house!! YAY! played with them.. then went to sleeeep.

tuesday
woke up. tried calling SOMEONE.. who said they would come.. but NO. pooooooo on you. got ready.. then went to chuck e cheese! [not chuckie cheese, kris!] went with the familia. little children are funny. =) we ate pizza and yummy breadsticks and fries.. yummm. then played a million games. and went in the tunnels. me and claire took 10 million pictures in the picture booth thing. you should see. very nice.. =) haha. dropped off claire's yearbook pic and then came back. darrrren called and "just woke up".. f*cker. haha. so then he came over. we went waverunning! AND snowmobiling! haha. is that a word? got lost in the tunnels... and took more pictures! and THEN.. i wanted to play the pilot game thing.. but nooooo. darren chose the rollercoaster option. so i sat in the thing feeling stupid. oh yea... kiana and ryan are cheaters! haha. they sat in the rollercoaster ride for kids.. and they figured out that if you press a certain button.. it restarts. so they kept pressing it and saying *laura! laura! the ride is freeeeee!!!!* hahaha. funny children. my grandma had fun too!! haha.. she likes the bowling game! hehe =) genz was supposed to come but he had a "stomachache".. MAN UP BIATCH! hehe jk jk. well anyway.. we eventually ran out of tokens.. and we headed home. left with darren to get clippers before the movie.. but then genz calls AGAIN and still has a "stomachache"!!! ahhh. so we drive around.. finally find it. play a game. fun game. haha. i love my best friend...sssss. my best friends. =) haha. got home and we couldn't help but watch malia sleep. well actually, it was darren watching her saying *how cuuuuute*.. haha she snores.. its so cute! gave muh-hall pizza and said byebye. and knocked outtttt.

wednesday
wanted to go to the beach. hope that was fun. =)
but we played with the children and watched veggietales! yay! then they had to leave =/.. so sad. cheri came over again.. and we ate dim sum with the familia. yummy! rented moooore dvds. came home and watched *21 grams*.. argued with SOMEONE. ahhh. then had a visit from SOMEONE.. and as always.. made things better.
ate and then got ready for dance! yay!.. so fun. =) =) =) went to in n out with lucy after... but we didn't get anything! hahaha.. then headed home. changedddd.. then cheri came back and we went bowling with jon! yay! so fun! got a free drink! haha. and a BIG discount cause me and jon are so ugly. hahahha. there was this funky asian chick in the next lane.. wow-EEE.. you had to be there. hehe... =) said byebye to jon.. then got CANDDDDYY!!! went home and watched *all my life*.. filipino movie. so sweet naman. haha. cornyyyy!! love that song! hahahah.. kept singing it to cheri. after that.. watched *confessions of a teenage drama queen*.. then i was still not sleepy.. but i tried to go to sleep anyway. claire came and bothered me.. so i went online. nothing to do. so i went to sleep!

debut practice today! yay! =)

special person of the day: miss nikka sapuriada
why? *do you want me to be nice? or do you want me to be mean? hurry! choose!*
awwww... nikkka i lava you! =) *muah muah muah*
but me and claire win the sisters forever contest! hahaha.

here's the song from *all my life*..
dedicated to cheri!

how did you know
i needed someone like you in my life
that there was an empty space in my heart
you came at the right time in my life
i'll never forget
how you brought the sun to shine in my life
and took all the worries and fears that i had
i guess what i'm really trying to say
it's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
no words can express how much..
i love you

Monday, July 26, 2004

inspiration. . .

i went to church yesterday. it's been a long while. but everytime i step inside a church i feel ok. like everything's ok again. visited the cathedral in la the other day too. prayed and prayed. for everyone. but anyway.. yesterday was about forgiveness. how everyone makes mistakes and everyone needs to be forgiven.
 
you don't lose by forgiving... you lose by forgetting.
 
you don't lose by forgiving someone EVERY day. no matter what it is.
i choose to forgive. i will not forget. but you know that. you know that i will love you unconditionally. hurt me everyday like you do. but i'll always love you. take me for granted like you always do. but i'll always love you. have your fun. do what you want. but i will always love you. i'm always here... just a phone call, visit, IM, e-mail away. . . .
 
i went through a lot of old stuff the other day.. and i found a folder from the confirmation retreat many years ago. in it i found this. . .

Anyway
 
People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway!
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway!
If you are successful, you will win false friends and enemies.
Succeed anyway!
The good you do will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway!
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway!
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway!
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway!
People really need help but may attack you if you help them.
Help them anyway!
Give the world the best you have, it may never be good enough.
Give the world the best you've got anyway!
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
-Mother Teresa