ok, i lied....i didn't think i was gonna go on today...

but here i am!...so i can say it today..HAPPY FIREWORKS DAY!!...hehe..

wow, today was fun...

well first of all, we ended up going to santa monica instead today...
we didn't know if we should go swimming or santa monica, but we chose santa monica...
first we went to the mall and we bought rings and stuff...
hehe, when cheri was changing in the dressing room of some store..i forgot..well yeah...she was changing into pants i guess (well i don't know every detail, my sister told me this story cuz i was in changing in the another dressing room right next to cheri's)....
well anyway, ya know how usually dressing rooms are in like a totally different part of the store, and no one can really see anything if you come out or whatever?...well in this store, the dressing rooms are like all out in the open..
so my sister (claire) was just waiting outside cuz me and cheri were trying on stuff...and then cheri takes off her shorts to try on pants i guess...and then all her coins drop on the floor...
and cheri (being the one that doesn't pay any attention)...she squats down to pick up the coins..and she doesn't even notice that she is ONLY IN HER UNDERWEAR....which by the way was *sisqo wear* as danesha likes to call it...=)...haha...and we don't even know who saw...practically ANYONE in that store could have seen...
well yeah, of course i didn't know this happened cuz i was trying on purtee-full halter tops =)....hehe, so i'm done, and i come out...
then claire starts laughing, and i'm not paying attention cuz well yeah she's just weird like that..
but then cheri comes out and then they both start laughing like CRAY-zeEeeEeee!...and cheri turns red as usual...(we always like to do weird stuff in public and end up laughing hysterically)...(and then cheri always turns red)...hehe...so then i'm like "whaaat??..what happened?!?!?"
so then claire told me the story and we were just talking about that the rest of the day...hehe...

after the mall we went to the beach and we walked a little bit to get to the pier...
CRAY-zeEeeee people...videotaping us....and what were we doing??...we were just walking!...but they haaave to tape us...eeew....
that happened at the lakers parades too...cheri was right, we should get cameras and start videotaping some guys...how would that make yo guys feel?? HUUUUUH?...i bet those guys would have liked it..."ooooh, that girl is tapin me man...wasssssssuuuuup" <~~~hehe i wanted to add that right there..man, dude, whatever word you like to use...

ok, and then we rode the ferris wheel...that was fun..oh yeah, there was this guy behind us..he was all alone, i felt bad...i told cheri "i feel bad for that guy, when we were getting on i felt like telling him to ride with us"...and i just thought right now...isn't that weird of me??...what if he was some crazy person?...but nooo, he wasn't...

and then AFTER that...we were walking again..ooooh all the guys hitting on claire...oooh dalaga na...haha....this one guy was like"BAILAMOS"...hehe...oh yeah cheri..."don't mess with with me cuz i weeeeel palo you!...gusto mo palo?!...HA!HA!HA!!?"
hahahahha...then on the way home we saw fireworks everywhere...AAAY!..OBER DEEER!!!...

you're my honeybabiiiiiiiiiii...myyyyyy honeybaby....aaah...=)...

oh man, i love *NSYNC more now...cuz of that group that cheri FORCED me to listen to OVER and OVER..she TORTURED me!!..
i'm gonna cry..i wanna go to the concert...=(...SOMEONE GET ME TICKETS PLEEEEEASE!...i will love you forever and ever and ever..

AY NAKO...number tatlo for today...

cuz christal made me think and she put that *someone* that i keep mentioning in my other blogs back in my head..

now i sort of know why i can't talk to that person...
i don't know, i'm being stupid and i am watching soo many movies and all of them *somehow* relate to my situation when that might not even be what happening...i mean doesn't everyone think that some movie or some song relates to them, or their life and they're like "oh my gosh, that is soooooo like me!"..or something like that?...
well anyway, now i'm thinking of what i would feel like if i was in the other person's place...i think it would be unfair for me to just tell him (ay, now you know it's a "him"..well obviously if you know me you already know who it is)..well yeah it's unfair for me to tell him that i need to not talk to him for a while, or that i need time to think, or whatever it is i said and then just call him or talk to him and expect everything to be back to normal..i wouldn't want to be in that place and i don't want to put him in that place..i mean i can't just expect for him to understand why i didn't want to talk to him for a while at that time or whatever...hmmm..

aaaaaaaaah....so much to write...that's not even half of what's on my mind...streeeeeeeeeeeeeess...relieve me....cheri, thank you for making me laugh a looooooooot today and claire my favorite (and only) sister...=)

ay yay yay..today is the real world 10 premiere...right now it's the casting special

i might go to california adventures tomorrow guys..but don't worry, i'll go again with all of you....but if we don't go to cali adventures, we might go to santa monica instead tomorrow..cuz all the parents are out gambling!

thinkthinkthink...i've been doing too much thinking...

there are too many positive things around me..for me to be sad. to be angry. to be depressed. to be anything but happy. life is too short for anyone to be so negative about everything. SMILE...to everyone..when your walking down the street, smile!...make eye contact with aaaanyone and smile, =)..i dont know, i think its just makes people smile also and they are just....happy


LAURA NEEDS A REFRESHMENT WEEK...dang, member that christal...sheesh, haven't done that in a while (but this time it's a different kind)

ok, now it's starting!!...real wooooorld...yaay...

more thinking...
i'm so young!..i have a lot to learn...BUT, i think i've have learned a looot of things already...hmmm, i have NO idea what i am trying to say or what i am talking about...aah don't mind me..

oh yeah thanks kris for helping me remember the word that i forgot...=)

today is "little laura's" birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE!!...

alright, we just came back from watching CRAZY/BEAUTIFUL....

aw man, i forgot what i wanted to write..

oh yeah HAPPY FIREWORKS DAY..well for tomorrow..(as churro would say)...
cuz i don't think i'm gonna write in this tomorrow..

yay!!..no school tomorrow..whoOOOooOOoO....the firework stuff is gonna be at our school...


*GOODBYE*...

How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

I know now I was naïve
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

i'm so confused....i need to talk to that *someone*....i told you who it is already kris....but i have to tell you the story later..well anyway...that *someone*....i dunno, i can't talk to that person yet...i can't explain, cuz it feels like that person like....not hates me, but i mean i could understand if the person is...aaah, what is the word??....if that person doesn't wanna talk to me...aaaah...dramadramadrama...

in different area coooooodes.....watchin making the video...

oh yeah!! oh yeah!! oh yeah!...no wait...nevermind...i'll put it on my site...hehe....=)...

i need a vacation....*get away from it all*.....aaaah, doesn't that sound nice?...

oh, i have songs to put in here, but the computer is gonna kick me off soon...i can *feel* it...i can *sense* it...cuz im a psychic right cheri berry bo berry...the girl that had to climb through the window..WATCH OUT FOR THE STALKER!!!!!!!

oh yeah i got a bloody nose this morning...the first time in a loooooooong time...just remembered...

DID YOU KNOW : that only 1 out of 10 people can quit smoking after they are addicted...
wow the things you can learn in SRC...now for those people that are not taking summer school, i have decided to share some of my education in my new part of my blog and site "did you know"....now isn't that just lovely?!....hehe..k gotta go before the computer kicks me off and pisses me off!!...=)...bye!...ppppppppp-POP!...hahaha

AAAAALRIGHT!!!!....maaaaan, haven't done this in a looooong time!.....

well i haven't had the time to write in here...yesterday was my little cousins' birthday party....yay!!....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANA AND RYAN!!....

oh, ryan learned his "ABC's"...isn't that sooo cute!...everytime i asked him to sing it he would go "aay, beee, seee, deee, ee, ef, jeee....".....hehhehe...he's my "cray-ZEEEE boy"...hehe...he says it "fraysee boy"...haha...aaaaw how cute..=)...and they both say my name "wooooa-wa"....

SRC...summer school....ay nako..it's fun though..

errrr....the computer keeps kicking me off...so i'll finish this later...k...bye!