memories, got a ton of 'em today.

we had auditions for the talent show today.
i thought we did pretty good, since we only put it together in like 2 days. and we only added jennifer in the day before. well after we danced, one of the girls came out and was like "i have been a choreographer for 6 years...." blahblahblah, man that made me feel bad though cause she kept sayin nice things about jennifer, and i was like thinking *this was supposed to be OUR dance!!* EWWW. and now that i think of it, she didn't say anything nice about our whole group except for the part when she said "but i really think you guys will make it..." something something. me and chris think alike! *man, we could've gotten twenty-FIVE dollars each....* haha. that's if we win though. ewwww. i wanted ayo. oh well, it's all GOOD.
blahblahblah. then jr came and took us to their house. and then we were there for a while. *eat the last chip!!!* haha. then jr drove us to the mall. christal almost forgot her bubbles in the car! then we went in borders to look for stuff. OH MY GOOOOOD. i want that magazine. *whoo hoo* =) haha then we went out to buy tickets for *i am sam*
*hey christal, where's your bubbles?* went back to get her bubbles. we saw jan-NUT, but christal thought it was valerie. everyone did look like her though.
got food. brought it in. and chris was scared. went in the movie. that was a good movie. haha, christal where did your teardrop land again?? then after the movie we went out and saw edward... our long lost drink man. what a coincidence that i remembered him a couple days ago... haha. well i pretended like i was gonna buy something, cause i couldn't see his name. =) *hey christal, where's your bubbles?* christal forgot her bubbles AGAIN. oh yeah don't forget that was SO embarassing when i had to buy those calendars for CHRISTAL. haha. the guy had this look on his face like wtf?? haha. and what's even worse is that he knows my name, since the girl put it on hold for us since i was too lazy to hold it. haha, and then the security dude was gonna look at it too. ay.

desiree you poop. if i could drive... no i mean, if i had a car i would go pick you up. =( i didn't get to watch my boyfriend. *sniff* *sniff* or most importantly, i didn't get to watch a movie with YOU! hehe.
people kept calling during the movie. and then i tried whispering when i talked to genzenn, but i guess it was loud where he was cause he was deaf, haha. so i would move the phone when i said something, then move it back really fast so i could hear what he was saying. haha.
then my dad ws gonna pick us up cause we didn't wanna wait for jr to come. so we went in the photo booth. TRISH, they have one up by borders now... they changed it from the old faraway place that no one knew about... well anyway, this couple was takin forever, casue it wouldn't take their dollar. so they asked me to trade a dollar with them, and it still didn't work. so finally he thought of getting change. and then they were done and me and chris went in. go see, it's on my site under *sayCHEESE*

*i get soooooo. . . . *
come on cat! haha. hey girls only.. hehe practice. cause the girl says we need energy. HA.. she wasn't there to see lucy's tongue and ballet and serving stuff. haha.

happy belated birthday to chris' dad! ... he didn't hear me. haha

CHERI don't forget next weekend. i think were gonna stay at your house, ok!!! OK haha. T-U-R-O-N...yum.

what else to say?.... can't think, hey that reminded me of *what else can i say... i wanna kiss you* OH YEAH DES!! watch out. haha

*peace and god bless*. . . HOLLA BACK monkey, haha =) woooo wooooo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B.L.O.G.!!!!!!!!!

haha, can you believe i've had this for a year?? wow.

i'd have to say my favorite post was on jan. 18 . . haha jp. i have a lot of favorite posts. SO many memories! =) even the bad ones... i love em! hehe. they make me who i am this very moment. one day, when i'm really bored i'll go back and read them ALL. wow. . a year's worth of posts. whooo.

quote of the day....
*I always knew that I'd look back at my tears and laugh, but I never thought I'd look back at my laughter and cry.*

hey i was looking at one of my old posts, and i saw this quote from an e-mail that cheri sent me. it was called "what is love?" this is what one of the kids answered...
"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more." Matthew - age 7

today is also *national random acts of kindness day*. . so go out and do something nice for someone, yeah?
i love ya'll....

*How lucky I am to have known someone so hard to say good-bye to.*

so now my frame of mind is just kinda bein careless. . well not careless, just i'm not thinkin negative. so please dont piss me off hehe, this is no time for PMS. =) maybe it's cause of all this dancing! hehe.... try-outs tomorrow guys.... ! ! ! !

ok, a song now. . .

*twinkle twinkle*

Twinkle, twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky. .

haha JP kris & keith. . and yes, i know cut and paste too. haha =)

pp 2 comes out feb 15 too. i've been waitin for it. BUT, same day as crossroads chris. decisions, decisions. . . .

*des don't forget that you have to call me when you go get your ear pierced and take me! =) and this friday. don't forget!

AAAAAAAH.

i watched lucy get her belly pierced. she got it from the old guy. haha. i was trying to be all nice to the guy so he wouldn't be all paranoid about lucy bein 15. and i heard them say something about his tongue. and i said "WHAT??? you have your tongue pierced??" and he was like "oooh, yeah" and he showed me. and then i was like "how cool. . that would be weird if like my dad or one of my uncles had their tongue pierced." and then he said "i have a lot of things pierced." and i wasn't sure what he said so i said "what??" and he said "yeah, i have a lot of things pierced." and i said "oooh. . . " and then i changed the subject. TOO MUCH INFORMATION. haha.
so i told lucy's cousin to wait a while, cause they just opened, and i knew *mr. cute man* was gonna come soon. so lucy was done, and we heard a car door slam. we looked out the window. and whooo hooo. it's no one but mr. cute man aka JEFF. i think he remembered us from last week, but i was tryin not to make eye contact. . cause yeah. =) i was just tryin to play it off like i was payin attention to what the other guy was saying.... you know! i asked the old dude if they had any bars with a butterfly. but they sold the last one yesterday, it was a pink one though. cat wants to change hers to a bar with a star.
so he walks in. and my face goes happy. big smile. haha. so he goes to clean the stuff. then these three white girls walk in and go "where's jeff?" well i didn't hear them, but cat imitated them and it was in an annoying tone. eww. hehe. so lucy's cousin got her belly pierced by him. he's so cute naman. hehe. =) they both go to the same college, so she pretended like she knew him from somewhere. she was like "oooh, you look so familiar." and he was like "did you go to walnut??" yeah. he said he used to wrestle and track. he graduated 98. dang. oldie. *sigh*
they were all done, so we went out. right when we got in the car, i said "seeee! don't you agree? he's so cute." lucy says he's not cute at all, but her cousin agrees with us. and i was like "did you hear what he said? he used to wrestle and stuff... i bet you he looks so good with his shirt off." and cat said "yeah, did you see what he was wearing?" AAAAAH. dang you guys. ok i'll stop.
but, HEY. . does someone wanna get anything pierced? i'll go with you!

so we went back to school, cause we were supposed to practice today. lucy wanted to watch the game, so she went back in the gym. me and cat practiced outside. then we taught a little to lucy. ok, fast forward. halftime. girls varsity. watched agnes and the colorguard girls. saw cecille, nina, chrysanthy, patrick.... then we sat down. chris kept showin me the guy that's cute. but i couldn't see, he was on the other side of the gym. so we went over there. DAMN. he is SOOOOO cute.
chris was talking to romello. eees dat write. haha. well yeah. and cat was closest to *him* and then me. and i kept looking. and then i was like "DANG.... he's is CUTE" and i said "oooops, was i loud?" to cat. and she said i said it loud. oops. and i didn't realize that one of the guys on his team was sitting in the row right under us. and he was right next to me. crap, i bet he heard. oh well. then my dad called, so i left. aw, well thanks god. what did we do to deserve seeing all these cute guys. haha, jp. =)

well yeah, nothing really happened at school. . . except i keep seeing the guy that looks like the guy that was on *dismissed* the other day. haha. oh yeah, and in enrichment we had to do these survey things for yearbook. and i made everyone put my boyfriend for *favorite actor* YAY.

*quote of the day*
well i was watchin that show on mtv. *kidnapped* and they asked *what does the "O" in O-town stand for*....
and the guy... and let me add that he was cute, haha. well he said *O...ooooooo my god they suck.* haha

chris-TAL-ner! i told you! i'll watch it with you, don't worry. oh yeah they were matching today!! haha.
YO E.J. . . . i wanna go to your school. =) i'll use the excuse that i'm gonna visit you, ok?! haha. not that i wouldn't go visit you.. but you know, you can introduce us to everyone. well.. just some people.
to the two monkies. i *don't* have your birthday presents that you told me not to get. ok.
munch - - you owe me one for helpin you w/ your saint report. haha. we have to go watch *a walk to remember* together so we can cry like we always do. =)
that goes for des too, since we had to watch mothman prophesies, hehe.
ok i don't have time for anything else to say. gotta go!~

*note: my mom was sitting right behind me when i was writing the part when i said *DAMN he is cute* and i didn't know. then i heard her laughing, how embarassing.

*i taste just like candy. . . *

got to the dance at like 8 something. no one was inside, i think. so we went to go see the people playin basketball. but we were SUPER hungry. so we walked to burger king. claire and isis and amy were in front of me and cat. we were crossing the street, and someone honked at us. cat said "dang. . what if my mom saw us walking across the street. she would be soooo mad." then cat's cell rings. it's her mom. her mom was mad, she was the one that honked at us. cause she saw us walking. OF COURSE.
so we walked back and sat on a bench while claire bought us food. haha, we were sitting down and my stomach was HURTING. my pants were pushin my ring, that's why. so cat told me to unbutton them. i was like "NOOOO!...there's people!" well actually the people were really far away. and i was really itchin, so she told me that no one was around. so i said "aaaah, alright. my jacket covers anyway." well anyway, these three asian guys come... and they ask us "do you have any perfume, like spray?" and i was like "uuuh, no sorry" thinkin *what the hell does HE want perfume for?* he wants to smell all fruity that's why. haha.
then claire came and we ate. then they went and played on the swings and stuff. haha. that reminds me of looong long ago. . . hehe
anyway. they wanted to go in.. so we went in.
DANG. everywhere you look. HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOES. damn, this girl was wearin NOTHING. seriously, it was nasty. CHRIS!...X-RATED!!! cat was like "i feel like i'm in a strip club" really. these girls were all up on each other. eeeeew. there was a cute guy sitting down when we first walked in. darn. he left before we could talk to him. but there was an "elvis aka homie" look-alike. gosh, he REALLY looked like him. he looked cute... from the back when he was dancing. but i didn't see his face. and there were these short dudes. they were soo cute. they had SOO much energy, they seem like fun to be around. cause they kept makin us laugh. well anyway, no one was dancin at first. so we went outside for a little. isis and amy were making fun of how one of their friend's dances.
we went back inside... and i was about to start dancing by myself. but i didn't. then people started dancing. and then after a while the cute dude left. dang everyone in there like knew each other. well they were all in their little groups. whatever. everyone in there fit into two categories. *stripper* or *gang-STA!* haha. we had a goal. but it's ok, no one was approachable. they were all with their strippers.
well we got tired and we wanted to sit down for a little. so we sat. then they played *where the party at* and we wanted to dance but were too lazy. so cat said "oook, next song.." so we waited. and then i was like i feeel it. it's coming... and then. they played B2K. hehe. cat screamed sooo loud. that the guys that were sitting turned and were like whaaaat.
eeew. there was this couple and they were just makin out the whole time. it was so nasty. they were ALL up on each other. ok anyway. haha they were playing. . . . (note: i stopped typing to watch tv, and now i completely lost my concentration) so too bad. i'll end this here. it was fun..makin fun of everyone hehe. and watchin those guys. anyway we left, took cat home. and here we are! when i say key .....you say club. . KEY. . . CLUB!!

*Last Night A DJ Saved My Life*

Last night a DJ saved my life
Last night a DJ saved my life
Cause I was sittin' there bored to death
And in just one breath he said
You gotta get up
You gotta get on
You gotta get down girl
You know you drive me crazy baby
You've got me turning to another man
Called you on the phone
No one's home
Baby why ya leave me all alone
And if it wasn't for the music
I don't know what I'd do

Last night a DJ saved my life
Last night a DJ saved my life from a broken heart
Last night a DJ saved my life
Last night a DJ saved my life with a song


gotta go clean my ring. aaah. it's so easy but it FREAKS me out. cause it moves so easily. OH. . they're showin a clip of *john q*, that movie looks like it would make me cry. denzel is so *handsome* i have to use that cause he's old. he can't be *cute* hehe =)