things come and go. . .

seasons change, people grow
the world turns...
but our love remains the same.


hello again. wow.. i have time to update these days since i have NO HW!!! muahahaha...
and even if i do.. damn senioritis. IT'S OVER.. i have senioritis, no hope for me! haha.

ohh! i know more people goin to ucr!! janet, gina, and jeannie!! yeaaah!!

my day!!... FUN DAY!!
school was fun. so glad we do nothing. haha. i made a snail and two spiders in child care!! hahahah! fun stuff.
then after 6th, rach texts me to meet her on the hill.
so i go there. and do the curtain call dance with joyce!! haha.
then talk to tony and einar comes.
we wanted to get rubios, so tony and einar decide to come along since were sooooo cool!
decided to get coldstone instead. me and claire got BANANA CARAMEL CRUNCH as usual!! rach got white chocolate something.. and tony got chocolate something. he said he wanted it cause it's BLACK! hahahahah. and einar got robeks.
it was a fundraiser for c.j. morris i think. so there were cute kids there!!! =)
then we ate outside by the preeeetty fountain. but THEN... we decided to go in rubios!! rach and "joshua" got food, then we went out to eat. i got free chips from ricky!! haha. cause i told him he should give us a discount since we knew 6 people that work there! AND since they forgot to give "joshua" his chips!
sat and ate and talked... so much fun!! good times guys! haha. so now we have a tradition of goin every 29th!!
or like rach said "the day before the last day of the month..."
then we said byebye to the two boys and went home!
watched *room raiders* and videos and taught rach the waltz!!
then hideki came and practiced with us! yay.
rach... *so many hours, so many days..* =)
deks tried to massage me.. but i have NO knots!! yeaahhh!!..
i want knots though.. so i can have a massage!!
OH YEAH... i thought of a question today..
BUT.. it's only for me, rach, claire, tony, and einar to know. and if you wanna know. you must ask us with the secret password! hahah.. and cause i'm too lazy to type it right now. =)
then rach left.. and darren and getty came! haha. i was like sorry guys, rach is gone!! haha

people of the day:
rach, claire, tony and einar.. FUN DAY GUYS.. must do again. haha.

i'm watching tru calling right now. it's interesting!!! haha. you should watch it.

well yeah... funny convo with genz... READ!

souli V e x: So how was school?
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: read my blog
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i finally did it
souli V e x: k
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: you poo poo monster you still haven't done my blog
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: and you don't update!!
souli V e x: Doh
souli V e x: Doh
souli V e x: I dont like your blog.
souli V e x: I really need to change it
souli V e x: so out dated technology
souli V e x: Gah, I can't stand it
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: haha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: how sad
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i'm not up-to-date
souli V e x: Why did you want me to read you blog?
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: cause you asked how my day was
souli V e x: It's all useless crap
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: HOW MEAN
souli V e x: I was kidding
souli V e x: LOL
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: shut the front door
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: you poo poo monster
souli V e x: I really don't
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: don't what
souli V e x: Haha, deng, I'm busting the mean cookie
souli V e x: CURRRRR
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: FORGET YOU THEN
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: BLACK BOY
souli V e x: (kanye west)
souli V e x: CURRRRRRRRRRR
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i'm not gonna find you gloves then
souli V e x: Don't, I want to sweat my love onto Claires hands
souli V e x: and to whoever I place them upon
souli V e x: excluding you
souli V e x: I'm just kidding!
souli V e x: (- -
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i thought that was cute
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: until you said another mean thing
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: FORGET YOU AGAIN POO POO MONSTER!
souli V e x: Gah, come on Laura
souli V e x: You get all the comforting from Kris
souli V e x: You get all the problems (LOVE) from Darren
souli V e x: You get all the bitching from Genzenn
souli V e x: I want play my own role
souli V e x: In Laura Sarmientos life
souli V e x: Is that hard to ask?!

HAHA.. yes genz, you can have your part in my life. =)

ok guys.. makin all that bold made me tired. haha. see how lazy i am?!?!..

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we're growin. . .

scary thought. may 1 is comin!!
so UCR it is! yeah!
hehe ucr party.
well so far.. i know des, jo, patrick.. MAYBE cat.

but yeah.
reminders..
SIR form due - may 1
assessment test - may 8!
housing contract/payment - june 1

dang. college.

well.. anyway. so my day... haha
don't remember school. except for south pointe choir came today.
we sang for them and they sang for us. fun stuff! and i saw matthew again!
two times in one week.. lucky me!.. hahaha that boy needs to stop growing.
*tear* they grow up so fast. .

after school had our detention parTAY! hahaha. jk
well me, jon, cesar, and egmidio had detention together.
why? why would i ever have a detention you ask?
me and cesar were late on late start!!! haha
and jon had tardies. well cat and jon were late w/ us that day, but they parked in the boonies! haha

then after.. we were hungry. but CESAR had to go "do something".. *wink wink*
so me, claire, and jon went to nogales burger.
it was HOT in there. so we decided to go to creekside park where it was NIIIIIIIIICE and cool.
my BLT was yummmAY. haha then we had our ice fight!!!!!
jon had the funniest laugh.. i have never heard him laugh like that. but yeah it was funny.

little kids are cute.. i really wanted to bring a little kid with us there cause there were some kids.
who goes to the park on a wednesday? anyway..

then went home.. went online. was gonna do my SIR online.. but it so happens that you can't do it online!
sooo yeah.

HEY KRIS.. you have some bad timing. haha. or MAYBE if you look at it a different way.. it's good timing. cause you always know whats goin on with me. thank you though mister. venting sessions are always fun. hahahha.

people are so funny these days. all you can do is just sit and laugh and smile. everything is good. everything is gooooood.

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it could all be so simple. . .

but you'd rather make it hard.

damn.
why????

i honestly don't understand. i'm truly truly tying. trying so hard.
but it seems like no matter how far i seem to go, i end up back where i started.
back to everything i tried to get away from.
i thought it didn't have to be like this.
i don't know.
it seems this is the only way it will ever be.

how can you keep this goin on?

do you not see?
do you not know me?
i just can't believe how this can continue.. and you still don't get it.

how can love be so kind and so gentle, then turn and be so cold?

care for me, care for me.. you said you care for me
there for me, there for me.. said you'd be there for me
cry for me, cry for me.. you said you'd die for me
give to me, give to me.. why wont you live for me?

see i know what we've gotta do.. you let go and i'll let go too.
cause no one's hurt me more than you.
and no one ever will.

no one loves you more than me. and no one ever will.

i still love you... but why?