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you're more than wonderful. . more than amazing.
aloha everyone out there in the world.. wide web. yep. how are you all?
man, i'm exhausted. i still have to pack tomorrow. and then were going to this concert.. and right after.. were leaving for cancun
DOES ANYONE WANT ANYTHING?
better tell me now. hehe. where's rachel?.. i want my barrel man!
hey cat...
aloha..j to tha l-o..hello!fo sheeeezEEEmah neeeezEEEEe-JEEE!hugsand tugsare on drugs..chocolatecarameland cookie!..TWIX, it's ALL in the mix!..BOOOM SHAKALAKALAKAx4..foSHO! e.t. phone home.. derrRRRrRrr-reEEEeeEEeeeERRRRrrrRrRR! oompaloompa.... and we're going to do.. THE RUNNING MAN!that's cray-ZAY!oOooh-oOoooOh!.. ehhh ehhh oo-wweeee..twinkletwinkle!sparklesparkle! OW!
get nas-TAY.. BOYS!
..for future reference.
quote of the day
*let's vote!.. it's FAST!* . . claire
here's a song again . . . .
*Too Much To Ask*
It's the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didn't call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out you're all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're the best
Is it too much that I'm asking for?
if i don't post again.. then everyone .. have fun and be safe! =)
iN tHe woRdS oF a brOkEN heArt....
let go . . .
About Me
- Name: l a u r a
- Location: California, United States
"They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for."
- Tom Bodett
Previous Posts
- i moved. . .
- hi hello aloha...
- i can't sleep. . .
- english essay. . .
- kris spread his emo-ness to me. . .
- Congratulations! You are Charlotte. Which Sex and...
- if only. . .
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- funny shitttttttttttt.... =)
- tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: dude... shut up. tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA:...
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Thursday, August 22, 2002
Wednesday, August 21, 2002
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then you wouldn't have to say that you love me. . cause i'd already know...
i was looking at some of my old posts.. and saw this.. i posted it on 3/30/02...
me: sammy.. i think i... like him
sammy: i know.
me: how do you know?
sammy: i can tell
me: huh?
sammy: i can tell cause of the way you look when you talk about him..
*she says this while she's walking away, leaving me thinking "huh?" with a BIG smile on my face... =)*
wow. i'm so retarted. hehe... it's funny thinking back and remembering how i used to feel. hmmmm. interesting. =)
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if you could just try. . .
today was relaxing.. sort of. i'm still kinda sad.. not sad, but ---i can't find the word.
so today i woke up at like 12 or something.. cheri texted me.. said we were gonna go to the beach in an hour.
went to the beach.. when we got there there was a *concerned citizen* hehehee.... and there were dogs everywhere!.. sooo cute. reminded me of kevin's dog. i want a dog now. i miss my dog. i want one. someone get me a dog!... no, jp.
after, we went to eat... then went home. then watched *my big fat greek wedding*.. that was cute. then went home.. went to hollywood video. rented *nightmare on elm street* dvd.. didn't work.. went back.. now here we are.
i just noticed that i'm starting to write my blogs like kkkeith and kristo now... oh no!.. they're rubbing off on me. haha, i think it's cause i was reading theirs and telling claire that they go like this .....
"woke up at _________.. blahblahblah. blahblahblah. blahblahblah."
or maybe i'm just lazy right now.
whatever it is.. blehhhh.
to YOU... why aren't you talking to me??...
ok.. well since i haven't put one in a long time.. here's a song..
*anything but ordinary*
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
... so i guess i'll see ya'll tomorrow.. no 6 flags i guess. i don't know. and that's if someone decides to talk to me again.. *sigh* i need sleeeeep....
Tuesday, August 20, 2002
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* he was a boy.. she was a girl.. can i make it any more obvious. . .*
so yeah. went to the mall yesterday. hehe. after all that *stuff* happened... i started thinking.. THIS is what i was missing all summer long??... yessssss. genzenn.... are you still mad at me?.. don't be mad, get glad. haha jp. i'm gonna call you later...
i just found out something SUPER super sad... =(... i wish i could do something about it. i don't know.... i don't know.... i don't know...
oh yeah. we planned out stuff for when i get a record deal... kkkeith says he's gonna be my backup dancer... kevin said he's gonna be the limo driver.. and kristo is gonna be my backup singer.. anyone else??
you guys.. it's over. concert is over. i'm talking to my *lola* jessa right now.. *sigh*.. count on me through thick and thin, a friendship that will never end. when you are weak, i will be strong... helping you to carry on.. call on me, i will be there.. don't be afraid. please believe me when i say.. count on me
oh yeah...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOREAN!!!!
...aka macy multi-colored!!... haha.. love, britney jessica aguilera
ok, my mind is scattered again.. i just wanna say to ______ that i love you, and i wish i could do something. errrrr. don't you hate it when you feel so helpless?
everyone.. have fun.. and be safe! *muaaaaaah*
Sunday, August 18, 2002
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i just wanted to post this.. cause i found it to be very true.. funny though.. cause i saw it after i did my blog.. in-TER-rest-iNg..
my horoscope for aug. 17..
If you just remember to emphasize cooperation and teamwork in all that you do today, then you should be well-rewarded. Relationships with your partners or mates could require a lot of your attention but should also be very pleasurable right now. Try to refresh strained relationships by letting others know just how much they really mean to you.
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TOMORROW'S DIVAS
concert is over... i'm gonna cry guys. guess what song i'm listening to?.. yep. *for all time*
did ya'll read the special shoutouts in the program to all the DIVAS??.. well yeah... so i don't have to write to you guys in here..
to the YA-YA's.. never forget that you can call me anytime ok??!?!?.. i love you guys
to everyone that came.. chris, keith, kris, genzenn, nina, patricia, mildrey, cheri, jessica, driz, mara.. and all my family (i know they're not gonna read this) ..i love you all more than you know.
chris.. we have to do something everyday ok??!?!?!?! i miss you x-tal!... but i'm free now!.. if i could only remember our handshake. hehe. i'm still hungry. KOBE and CHRIS forever.. oh yeah. and our book boys too (if you don't understand.. i'm talking about our books.. you know??) i love you chris-tal-NER
the three musketeers.. i miss you guys. six flags ok??.. thank you for coming. hey kkkeith, come pick me up and then kristo can play basketball, and dungeon can um.. um... make me laugh?.. yeah. ok. stop making fun of me.. you guys are soo.. nice. and i meant that sarcastically. and i didn't mean to not say hi. gosh you guys. i had to.. oh forget it i'm not going to explain. just know that still i love you guys. *sniffsniff* don't forget monday!
ay nako.. i'm getting distracted.. now i'm listening to *live your dream*... awww i'm thinking of the video and everything. awwwww.. i know you're not gonna see this ate, but I LOVE YOU!.. and all the ya-yas.. you know who you are.. call me ANYTIME!!! ok ok jeca, i changed my mind now.. even at 6 in the morning! =)