aloha!!...hehe i'm in hawaiian mode now..
cuz we went to this hawaiian thingy today at hermosa beach...
funfunfun...

oh yeah, and at the hawaiian thing,there was this little booth thingy that said "Take The Pepsi Challenge"...
so me, cheri, and claire took it..and guess what??..we all chose PEPSI..!!!!!!!!!!!!....
wtf??..hehe, and right before it , we were like "pick the nasty one so that we can win"...cuz they gave you a keychain if you picked coke, and we thought that you get something different if you pick pepsi...but we were like "this one!!".and it was pepsi...ewww...i don't even like pepsi...i bet they were BOTH coke!...hehe...

we saw american pie 2 yesterday...haha, most people were saying that they liked the first one better though..hmmm..
jeeeeeeeez, we saw four movies this week...well for me 5 if you count the toy story 2 dvd i watched on monday i think, hehe..i luuuuub that movie...

quote of the day...
"why am i so trippin??"...*cheri-oke*..hehe

awwww...i don't think that were going to the teen choice awards anymore...awwww...maybe..

*eternal flame*
close your eyes, give me your hand darlin', do you feel my heart beating..do you understand, do you feel the same?..am i only dreamin, or is this burnin an eternal flame...

...member that song...whoooo, long time ago...

oh yeah cheech/chong..hehe..(i can't say "cheech AND chong"...cuz i wasn't talking to "and")..hehe, well anyway cheech/chong...i'm sorry guys for not going to the mall with you..=(....it's because someone is trippin hehe, and i have to keep her company so she wont be a retardo anymore..hehe..

gotta go!...buh-BYE!...muaaaah!....labs ko si babe..<~~~ haha is that right.that filipino show

*maybe we'll meet at a bar, he'll drive a funky car...maybe we'll meet at a club, and fall so deeply in love...he'll tell me i'm the one, and we'll have so much fun...i'll be the girl of his dreams...maybeee....*

look at this...
"While it's pretty clear he likes hangin' out with you, it's just as clear that he's not looking for a relationship right now. It could be that some other girl River-danced on his heart recently, and he's scared of getting hurt again. Or maybe he's one of those annoying guy's guys who's "too cool" for a girlfriend. Honestly, there could be a bazillion and one reasons why, but this boy's had plenty of chances to make a move (and he hasn't), so it's time for you to move on."

..oh yes, that is right...


oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHLEEN!!!!..

right now i'm talking to christal and cynthia on the phone right now..and talking on AIM...yahyahyah...

oh yeah, and since tony was so pissed and he didn't wanna listen to me........then i'll explain it here!...
ok, earlier we went to the block and before we left, i signed on my sn...and then i was seeing if christal was on since no one was answering and we didn't wanna leave her..and then so we all went to the other room, and i left my sn on, cuz my cousin was gonna use it really fast to tell her friend that she was gonna pick her up...so i totally forgot that my sn was still on..
and then about ten minutes later, we left, and it was still on..
so at one point, when we were gone, i guess my cousin, ben used the computer and he was talking to people when they IMed me..
and when we got back, i noticed it was on..errrrr, and then later, kris told me that tony was getting all pissed because i didn't respond to him, and i was like uuuuuuuugh....gosh, it's not even my fault, how was i supposed to when i wasn't even here??
and he said not to mind him cuz he was pissed all day or whatever..
but then why did he have to take it out on me??..wtf....errrrr

aloha...

went to the block today...
saw america's sweethearts....

oh yeah, and we saw BLIND DATE there!...hehe, i wanted to follow the, around cuz they were in this hat thingy or something..but they were like, "no!, were gonna be stalkers"....

CHRISTAL...i felt bad for leaving you..i'm sorry..=(..i didn't want to, but no one was answering and i didn't know what happened to you, so we were like, awww, let's just go..hehe, and i was like "how bout we go to her house?!"...hehe, but then we were like "what are we supposed to do there??..wake her up and tell her were going??"....hehe

ok, i'm talking to raymond right now..and he's acting like he is like the BEST dancer in the WORLD...pssssh...

oh yeah, and the other day we saw "the princess diaries"....that is such a cute movie!...awwwww, member when he says "why me?"..and she says "cuz you saw me when i was invisible".....awwww

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JC!!!!!!!!!!...
yaaaaay!

i saw rush hour 2 yesterday..funnyfunnyfunny...hehe...

i'm going up and down and inside out...changing from day to day, monday-tuesday......i just can't stay one way, feelings changing...and little voices inside my head, telling me not to think like that..one day i'm haaaaappy, one day i'm just pissed, or sad..etc....not wait, it's one MINUTE i'm happy, next one i'm pissed...thaaat's better..what's up w/ me right now?..PMS!..NOO, i'm jp...i'm not even on......NM...

you know what i did..i keep writin all this crap..and i whenever i write something..i just throw it all in this one thing...and one day i was cleaning the room (wow!!!..hehe) and then i took it all out...and then i just started writing again..and they ended up becoming songs..and i was talking to pamela on the phone and then i was like "oh no, i'm gonna forget how this goes...here i'll sing it to you ok?"...hehe...well i didn't memorize it..but when i go back home, i'll put them here...

anyway....

*Goodbye* - Alicia Keys
*how do you love someone..
that hurts you oh so bad??...
with intentions good, was all her ever had
and how do i let go when i've
loved him for so long and i've
given him all that i could
maybe love is a hopeless crime
giving up what seems your lifetime
what went wrong with something once so good??

how do you find the words to say
to say goodbye
when your heart don't have the heart to say
to say goodbye...*


still like that song....wonder why...



can't get it off of my mind, why?...it's so unfair for everyone to just go on and for me to act like there's nothing wrong..when there is, but i don't say...don't wanna let this get in my way or bug, but if we don't talk then how am i supposed to move on?...wouldn't it be weird though?..would you be uncomfortable?..i don't think i would, because it plays again and again in my head like i'm talking to you, and you're saying everything i wanna hear..but if we really do talk, i know that's not gonna happen, cuz i think by now you're probably over me and moving on and i just feel like there's negative feelings for me from you..but i don't feel like that i just need to get this off of my mind and i need to get this bad feeling out of my system....

and why is it that EVERYTIME i'm thinking something in my head and then try to explain a simple thing, it comes out all complicated?
maybe it's cuz HE'S complicated..or cuz I'M complicated...maybe were noth complicated...maybe that's why it didn't work out...or WE didn't work out