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thinking . . .
sometimes it's nice to not think so much.
but too bad for me.. it's not like that most of the time.
sewing is fun and relaxing. well i guess it's not really fun.. it's just that it's relaxing so that makes it fun!.. haha. yes, i know you know what i mean.
ANYWAY.
hmmm, shall i let my thoughts out?
i would. but this is not the place for that. haha.. noooo, just that i don't really have anything on my mind
well.. except my debut. that is... if my mom doesn't change her mind again.
errrr!!! if AIM wasn't stupid then i would just post what i was telling ate nar. grrr. i was telling her exactly what i felt about the situation.. but then AIM was retarded and signed me off. so the conversation went away. blehhh!
and now that i already got it all out... i can't say it again cause it's not the same.. you know?
well yeah. i just want the rest of this school year to go by smOoooOthly.
we still have our mardi gras masquerade, val's debut, show season, dance production, choir concert, cd recording, LiNeAgE show, finals, graduation!, and hopefully my debut. ay!! and in the middle of that.. sadies and prom and other stuff. BUSY?? yeah.... FUN?? hell yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! =) yay.
oh yeah.. and it's almost march.. you know what that means... *crosses fingers*
I LOVE YOU TOO JON!
AND SILLY SILLY, AND PINC, AND INSEPARABLE GFRIEND, AND RS, AND EEEEEEEEEEEVERYONE.
ohhh...
song of the day: OutKast & Norah Jones - Take Off Your Cool
Baby, take off your cool
I wanna see you, I wanna see you
Baby, don't be so cool
I wanna see you, I wanna see you
Friday, February 27, 2004
Thursday, February 26, 2004
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swallow, choke, and die . . .
that's been stuck in my head for a while.. FREAKIN CESAR! it's your cd!!! haha ok yeah.. well anyway
the bell just rang so i shall go now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i'll update later.
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
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how am i supposed to feel?
if anyone could just tell me, i'd really appreciate it.
i feel like i'm on a rollercoaster at this moment.
i HATE mood swings... HATE with a passion.
grrrRrrRrr..... =/
and i HATE when people are sad and i can't do anything about it. christal i read it... CALL if anything ok? i know you know taht.. so yeah. LOVE YOU!
i just thought of jon for some reason.. so HI JON! =) hehe.
ok so yeah. i am a very confused young lady right now.
i don't know what to do..
be selfish or selfless?..
do what i want.. or forget what i want?
fix things.. or let go?
grrr i wish... no.. nm i don't wish anything.
i'll just go with the flOW.. and let everything take its place. i know everything will come together.
EVERYONE... *b.r.e.a.t.h.e*
k kids... gots ta do my homie-work. haha. ok i'm retarded. and i love darren chattanond! even if he's from taiwan! muAHHHHAHAHHAHAHHAHahhahaha. *lit-tle beh-beh. . .* ok ok i'll stop. shhhhh.

