so much for my happy ending. . .

my crazy dream last night as told to ate nar.. a bit censored. hehe =)shhhhhhh

LaUrA: we were touring this business.. this HUGE business place.. it was like bring your family to work day. anyway.. i was with claire and cheri and cat was there... and i was holding hands with ______________!! but we were just pretending.
nar: OMG
nar: i was gonna say
nar: btw
LaUrA: and then... everyone was bbqing
nar: i'm callin it with _______
LaUrA: what?
LaUrA: calling whaaat?
LaUrA: so anyway.. it was like this huuuuuge park thing and all the different families were bbqing in these pit things that were EVERYWHERE
LaUrA: and suddenly all the pits went CRAZY... and the fire starting getting all over the grass.. and water started splashing out of the fire pits
nar: hold on
nar: argh
nar: boss
LaUrA: so the guy in charge of the whole place is screaming to the employees to turn in their exit forms or something i don't know
LaUrA: and then all the families run through the grass area together (in an orderly manner) heheh.. and then we all get to this HUGE building that we all climb spiderman style..
nar: HAHAHHAA
nar: omg
nar: what the hell!?!?!
nar: hahahaha
LaUrA: and we get to safety.. but we look back at what used to be a BEAUTIFUL park thing.. and now it's burned and ugly..
nar: wow
nar: remember that
LaUrA: oooh... that's symbolism!
LaUrA: hehe
nar: and i'll look it up in my dream book later
LaUrA: were all sad.. but then we go into the building and get candy, and i woke up



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CESAR!!!!!!


*you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending..
so much for my happy ending*

something to think about. . .

excerpt from *The Wedding* by nicholas sparks

*It's funny, but have you ever noticed that the more special something is, the more people seem to take it for granted? It's like they think it won't ever change. Just like this house here. All it ever needed was a little attention, and it would never have ended up like this in the first place.


But love, I've come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.*

it's 4 in the morning. . .

and i don't feel good at all.
i seriously wanna throw up.. my whole body hurts so bad.
i think i'm getting sick. =/

but anyway.. today was a good day.. despite the fact that i missed ina and jeca's performance =( ..sorry guys. and i didn't even get to see any fireworks.. damnit.
well on the brighter side.. did a whole lot of shopping! yay!
and i started reading *the wedding*.. which reminds me i'm gonna post something from it later...

hmmm so shall i write about claire's partaaay? hMMmmM..
so.. woke up.. cleaned. switched cars with my dad, went to my lesson, back home. showered, went to debut practice.. back home. decorateddd.. set up the food.. changed. then changed again cause cat wanted to match! haha. hmmm... then ate and talked. patsy and cj showed us their b2k moves!! hahahaha. cj... is... so gay. =) jk. we were SUPPOSED to battle.. but that's for next time. haha. then patsy requested we bring the drums down.. which took lots of effort since there's so much crap around the room. blah blah... took pictures, then brought darren's mom food and bought his cousin L&L.. they're open now!! ahhH! dropped it off.. said hi. back to the house. surprise! Cake and Limbo time! yay! haha... that was fun. then the karaoke contest. teams-- jon and dru, darren and genz, PinC!!! yay! kicked it off with *sukiyaki* and *i do* hahahahha. heard *water runs dry* 10 times.. and we requested *macarena* and *livin la vida loca* for the mexican.. what happened?!? hahahah jp. then we had adventures outside... SPIDERMAN!!! tsk tsk tsk. taught dru part of our missy elliot dance. hahahahahha. funny. cat and genz tried doing the lift! they suck. but so do we. =) fixed the poor mirror with my skillssss. =) then everyone left.. except for genzenn! yay! hahahah... STOP CALLING ME!!
came back in the house.. and the oldies were singing karaoke and making margaritas! then me, claire, and cheri put on a talent show for them! haha.. fun. then they left and genz was still here. we all just talked and told racist jokes! hahaha. genz didn't wanna say the black jokes to my family. so instead... we told the mexican jokes! hahaha. and the chinese jokes! watched the limbo video.. then genzenn was brave enough to tell the black joke.. only cause i did it with him! then everyone went to sleep. so it was just the three homies talking... haha. good times! then ate called.. wanted to go to dennys too... but nooooo. too late said the parentals. so joey sent picture messages of GLENNISSSSS!!! hehe no fair!! then we realized it was almost 4.. so we took genzenn home then got home and knocked the f-word out! hehe. =)

so thennnn i woke up today at 11 cause of freakin dru!!! ahhh!! he looked so cute in his business attire!! hehe. we ate and waited for my mom. then he did his presentation with all of us in our pjs! haha. that was fun. then my mom bought some knives from him. took a shower and when i got out i heard cat's voice! she picked up her folder. dru was still at the house. i got dressed. came downstairs. dru still there! talked to darren. went to the backyard. dru still there! he didn't want to leave me!! haha. then he finally left and my tito and titas came. then we were off to say byebye to money! and you know the rest.. and there's the past two days backwards!

but yeah.. it's now 5:03 in the freakin am... haha. i wanna sleep but i can't. ahhh. =/ =/ =/

oh yeah. claire promised not to neglect her bear!!!!
p.s. thank you joey! oh wait.. shhhh i mean.. *cat for the day*

SHOUTOUT TO GENZ.. ummm. FOO you know i love you no matter how much you bother me! no i'm jk.. you don't bother me.. but you know who irks us.. shhhhh. stop fronnnntin nigggaah. oh yeah.. don't forget about PURPLE! haha ok.. yeahh it's too late/early for me right now.. i don't make sense. ask me later. ok bye foo!

hi dude who never does what he says he's gonna do!! ahh i'm so mad at you. grrRrRrRRrrr! i'm so seriously mad that it IS funny. [what??] oh my goodness i need to sleep. and dream about JUSTIN!!...

HI ATE!! i wore my mrs. timberlake shirt today!!! yay!! oh my gosh.. i just had an idea... heheheh.. you'll see soon! if i don't forget...

ok i really DO need sleep. must go.. peace out cuhhhzins!