i just want to say...

CHERI..thanks for taking us everywhere. even when i ask you last minute. thanks for listening to me and bein such a DQ when i am! AND for telling me when i'm bein a retardo..well not tellin me, but for bein a retardo WITH me! (and for ruining my boyfriends..my teenybopper-ness haha) i swear you're the best cousin/older sister EVER! I LOVE YOU CHURRO!

hehe today was fun. but...i forgot to put my cell on silent. and my dad called me during first period. haha it was funny though, my teacher didn't find out it was me, but everyone else knew. it went off..and everyone was like "WHAT??" haha, and i was just looking around acting like "oh my gosh..who's phone is that??" hehe. then the t.a. was like "it's coming from this side of the room!" and i thought he saved me (cause he was on the other side of the room) but then our teacher was like "nooo, it's over here" and then it FINALLY stopped ringing. then our teacher said "see..that's why you're not supposed to bring your phones to school." and i looked at the clock. we had ten more minutes left of class. whew. dang, i was like CRAP don't ring again please! and i told my dad later on and he was just laughing at me. he said he didn't call me. but i found out later that he did, he just didn't know. cause it's clipped on him, so i guess when he moved around then it called me. dang, i would've gotten all mad if they took my phone away. hehe. christal just kept laughing at me at the other side of the room, and then she was telling lauren it was my phone. what a filipino, gossiping. haha.
well after that nothing really happened. we had a pep rally. that *girl* is cute again chris? elvis isn't that cute anymore. i don't know. but i still like the bookmark man. whoo hoo.
oh yeah, this morning i was holding the b2k poster for christal, and i was telling egmidio about yesterday. and he said "what song do they sing" and i was like, "uh huh." then he was like "what??? what song do they sing?" "uh huh" "WHAT??" "the song is called uh huh!" haha. then later in sixth period, ms m-lo was telling us about marking books. then she said "if you don't understand a part in the book, put a post-it that says *huh?* in there, so later on in class, if you see a *huh* then you can ask me about it. then egmidio turned and looked at me and was like "UUUH HUH!!!!" haha. good job.
we had practice at amber's again. she was yelling at us and she abused ashley!!! haha. don't be too scandalous!
then later we went to the mall really quick cause my mom wanted something. and now, we are HERE! home.

oh yeah...i got my pictures back from yesterday! i have to scan them and put 'em on my site. catch ya LATER. chris, i hope you saw people at practice and your game. um, trish hope you ahd fun at the mall. and everyone else, hope you had fun whatever you did today!
*PEACE OUT MONKIES*

wait. here's a song.

*Baby Girl*

oh girl...
baby girl oh baby girl
what did he do?
oh, why you look so sad

he took advantage of your love
and he threw it all away
he broke your tender heart
words cant express what you want to say

but deep inside you know
that there's someone out there for you
who'll love you tenderly
and turn your dark skies into blue

oh tell me girl...

why do you look so sad?
baby girl, baby girl...
it couldn't be so bad
baby girl, baby girl...
why do you look so sad?
baby girl, baby girl...
it couldn't be so bad...
baby girl..baby girl...


ooooh, i love it. =) yep, cause i like all the sad songs huh kkkeith!

darn you cheri. now i don't like orlando as much. darn it. she said he looks like doogie howser in the movie. and i went and saw these old pictures of him..and he does sort of. DAMN IT.. but then i saw this one picture and he looks like JUSTIN! haha you were right keith! so now i only like him half-way...but it's ok.. cause i can have more boyfriends....

AAAAAAAAAAH...guess who we met today?????
ok, you give up. B2K!!!...

aaaaah. we got their autographs and took pictures with them. ah my pictures are developing right now, hope they come out good. well i took a picture with everyone except for j boog. darn. cause that big guy said we were taking too long. SOOOORRY. i'm sorry chris that you couldn't go. darn basketball. but whoooo they are cute. ok, this is what happened. we were in line..blahblahblah...then we got in. they were behind this counter standing up. it was me, cat, and claire. cat made me go first, so i did of course! first was raz b..he's so cute in person. he signed the poster that i had (the guy that passed out those posters was kinda cute in a weird way..ya know) and then i said "cat, take a picture of us." so he put his arm around me and i tried to get as close as i could, since there was a counter in between us. then she took the picture, but i said "no! i think i blinked!" so he said, "ok let's take it again" and he put his arm around me again. dang he's cute. let me note that the whole time we felt bad cause chris couldn't go..i'm sorry christal. ok, next was omarion. okok, i know he's not the cutest one in the group, but he is cute now..hehe, cause he hit on me. haha..even ask cathleen. man, it should've been lil fizz that hit on me. oh well, it ok. well he signed my poster and then we took a picture. then next was lil fizz dang. whoo. and the lady behind me took our picture, she was nice. she saw that cat couldn't take my picture since she was busy takin a picture, so she got the camera. aaaah. then was j boog, but i couldn't take a picture of him cause that big white man. and they were telling us that we took up the most time, so we had to go. DARN. then i took a picture as i was going out. then i waited for cat and claire to come out. then these two (TALL, christal!) black guys took a picture of all three of us in front of the store. they were cute..cause they were nice =). then i tried to get the mexican officer dude to let us back in the line. cause by that time there was no more line. but the guy was like "aaaah, i'm sorry..i would but they are leaving soon." and then we just stayed there for a while. then they put the little gate thingies to block off all the people. they put it in a circle around the door, so that B2K could come out. there wasn't that much people anymore, YAY. so i got in the front, right by the door. then the guy was like "don't get to close over here, cause you might get smashed..and you're too cute for that." and i was like ooook. ew. the door was open and i could see them inside just standing around. i could see omarion and raz b and i kept telling cat and claire.."i can see them!!!" so i took pictures. then the bodyguard guy was saying "they are gonna come out to say their good-byes. girls, don't get too crazy or we wont bring them our here." then they came out. and raz b gave me a hug again. whoo.. he could be my boyfriend now. well then they all stood in the middle and omarion said stuff and at the end he said "this is what i want ya'll to do, i want ya'll to say...uh huh" "UH HUH" "uh huh" "UH HUH" "uh huh" "UH HUH" "now scream!!!" "aaaaaH" . .i have that on tape..cause i had my tape recorder..that the lady and the guy thought was a camera. haha, cat was gonna take a picture with j boog, and then the lady took the "camera" from claire. and then j boog started laughing and he said "girl, that aint a camera..that's a tape recorder!!!" hahaha..=) haha there were a bunch of cuh-RAZY black girls...=) me and cat named this the official B2K day. haha. hey ms. j boog-ER =)
OH! i forgot to say. i was the last one that lil fizz said bye to before they went back in. aaah, since i was by the door. he grabbed my hand and smiled and went in. dang. whooo.
oh i love them.

YO...my blogger works...
what a caca huh christal

hey you know keith was talking about me in his blog. yep, i got in a fight with this girl. i beat her up. that's right.
haha jp..go laura!

so what happened at school today?.. eh, can't remember except i remember that for dance we got stuck with the *humorous* card. so we are doing "barbie girl" as our song..and were dressin up like barbies. what do you think : school girl barbie . . or . . . pretty in pink barbie? there's also all american barbie, punk rock barbie, 80's barbie, and shopping barbie. and shannon's gonna be ken haha. but they want me to be either one of those two. ok. tell me. seeya. *peace*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!


ooh ooh OOH!..i saw JONA today! yay! i'm so glad you came to visit all of yer old school buddies! man, miss you jona! come back soon, ok? *muah* to my poo poo color poo poo stain!!!! =)

crap. i forgot what i was gonna say..hmm..well..yeah, des knows how to spell my last name!!! haha

*Girlfriend*

Would you be my girlfriend?
Would you be my girlfriend?
Would you be my girlfriend?
I like you, right
Would you be my girlfriend?

I don't know why you care
He doesn't even know you're there
'Cause he don't love your eyes
And he don't love your smile
Girl you know that ain't fair

The middle of the night
Is he gonna be by your side
Or will he run and hide?
You don't know
'Cause things ain't clear
And baby when you cry
Is he gonna stand by your side?
Does the man even
Know you're alive?
I got an idea

Would you be my girlfriend?
I'll treat you good
I know you hear your friends
When they say you should
'Cause if you were my girlfriend
I'd be your shining star
The one to show you
Where you are
Girl you should be
My girlfriend

*be the first to apologize, and the first to forgive*

to anyone i have ever hurt in any way. i am truly sorry for anything i have ever done to you. and to anyone that has ever hurt me. i forgive you. "...forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us."

and on a lighter note...
erik - oh i know your sister's friend
laura - i dont have a sister.
erik - YOU DON'T??... joanna, does laura have a sister?
joanna - uuuh.. sometimes!
laura - yeah..it changes day to day. some days my sister is my brother. you know, whenever she feels like being a boy.

1 hour till.....K-K-KEITH'S BIRTHDAY!

god is good . . .ALL THE TIME
all the time. . . GOD IS GOOD

retreat high..yep i got it just like they said we would..
this retreat was bunches of fun! it was SWELL!!
haha. we thought it would be not fun..but it turned out to be a blast! hehe
this is how it went.
friday --i got to church at around 4:40 and trish the tourist and jo were already there.
then came jessica and roxy and kristi..etc.
and then trish kept talking about disneyland, and then who do we see?? it's frank!
whoa. haven't seen him in a while. haven't talked to him in a while!
we left to go to wrightwood..blahblahblah
we ate HARD cookies..and i couldn't tell if my brown one was burnt, cause it was too dark. haha
then we listened to natalie and margot. you! oh yeah! we had little groups. my leader was natalie. umm, in my group was roxy, therese, dominic, rudy, chris, and frank. hey south pointers..hasn't frank gotten a lot more "open and lively" in trish's words..?? yep... well we were introducing ourselves and then i was like "i'm laura, and i'm a sophmore at walnut" and i lost my voice in the middle of that. what a retardo. then it got to frank. he was like "uuuh, i'm frank. i'm a sophmore at walnut. and i've known that girl since sixth grade." then he shined his flashlight at me. in my eye. that hurt. haha. then went to sleep. lights out was 12:30

sleep. we were supposed to have 6 hours of sleep. but NO, not for laura. damn those girls! they kept turning on their flashlights! but it's ok, i forgive you.. saturday--jessica woke me up at 5:30. i seriously think i probably only had like 2 hours of sleep. oh well. we went to the chapel for mass. then we ate breakfast.. "are you girls those people that can eat a LOT and not gain an ounce?" "NOT ME!..that's her!" said laura pointing to patricia. what's that supposed to mean anyway? we weren't eating a lot! yeah right.
yum. bacon. yum. pancakes. ew. juice. that tasted like some filipino drink, i just can't think of it right now. then, we listened to renita, joe, bernice, shelagh, and jamie that day too. i can't remember what order. and we ate, hehe can't forget that. and we all went on the floor and carried people. first was trish..then more girls, and heavy boys. jo - "my life flashed before my eyes!!" laura - "dang. but my life flashed before my eyes..TWICE!"
i forgot who it was..i think maybe jamie..well after whoever talked about purity, we got back into our groups like we do after each speaker. our leader asked rudy if he was pure. then he was like "umm..what do you mean?" then she started telling us all a story about when she was a teenager. she told us stuff and then she said something about sex. then rudy interrupted her and said "OH! you mean that way!..then i lost that a long time ago!" haha. then they took out the benches and put them in a big circle. we all sat and did the blessings. angie came, and i was fine. then natalie came and i started crying. man she made me cry. then i calmed down cause it took forever for joe to go to everyone. he came to me, and i could barely hear what he was saying. then a little more wait and then (err i can't remember her name)..well she came..THEN there was the big rush of people. then frank came. haha that was funny. first he was just praying for me in his head. then he stopped and looked up and he was like "and lord..she is a very smart girl..something something bless her..." haha. and can you believe it? erik made me cry. erik alicante made me cry! whoa. of all people. and kristi made me cry so much too. i love you kristi. then we did our blessings. that took forever. i think 3 hours. whoa jessica the 30-year-old man!! carlyn, do you still remember the "attractive guy who smells good"??..haha he was there. after the blessings, we ate smores and listened to..*it might be you*..*angel*..*say it*..*weak*...*cruisin* and all those songs. WHY?? i think God is trying to tell me something. errr.

erik - A-B-C-D-E-F-G-H-..I get sooo weak in the knees... someone tell me the lyrics.
frank - yeah..you know..cause i . . . get so weak.

that was funny. till they killed it.
then we went to sleep again. our group was supposed to set up for breakfast sunday morning..but...we were late. but it's ok, everyone in our group was late. it's not our fault! the boys cabin is closer. after breakfast we got time to write letters again. then we all brought our stuff down..i mean up the hill. thanks ernest for bringing all the girls crap! then we went to the jacuzzi and listened to ernest's beatitude. then we went home. on the way back home, we read our letters. =)
got to church and saw my dad..whooo hooo! he gave me my jersey (finally the people sent it to me)..and my phone..yay. i'm in heaven right now. well we have to go to mass at 5:30 and then life teen after that. ok, gotta go. *peace*

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EUGENE!
hope you had a fun day on your birthday..you...birthday boy!