i can't sleep. . .

one of those days.. i'm so very tired, but i feel like i should be up for some reason.
it's weird, i have a lot going through my head... anddd i'm bored. haha.
des is bored too. we're gay. =/

anyway... so "seeing how things go" is easier said than done.
yeah, sooo.. uhh.. this post is gonna be nonsense.. haha.
i have to figure out what i want for christmas so i can post it for my secret santa. me, claire and des went shopping today... and yeah i bought stuff. but now i'm debating whether or not i really wanna give it away. ehh. man, i need to get a job. and i need to stop spending money. =(

i wanna go to disneyland =(.. but yeah, it's better that we practice tomorrow.. we only have less than a week left. and plus.. no money. that always sucks.... =( =( =(

oh yeah!! andddd.. the person i have for secret santa is never online! so now i don't know what they want. [or... i could really have genzenn.. and i'm just saying this to throw him off... hmmmm ??? ] haha..

i was gonna watch *save the last dance*.. or *my best friend's wedding*... or maybe FRIENDS.. but i couldn't decide, and thought i would probably end up falling asleep anyway.. so there would be no point.

ok, i think i really am getting sleepy now. good thing i wrote in here...yay =)

gooodnight. peace out homie. =)