i think i'm getting sick. . .

can't stop sneezing and i feel like throwing up again.
this morning.. woke up and saw that i had a visitor! ahhh..
i just told mikey.. "i'm bored, tired, hungry and PMSin like a motherfucker."
haha.

And all I need to know is that

I'm something you'll be missin

Well, maybe I should hate you for this

Never really did ever quite get that far

Maybe I should hate you for this

Never really did ever quite get that..

I'd never lie to you

Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to

Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to

The truth is, you could slit my throat

And with my one last gasping breath

I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

This'll be the last chance you'll get to drop my name

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

This'll be the last time you'll get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

Maybe I should hate you for this

Maybe I should hate you for this

. . .

September never stays this cold where I come from
And you know I'm not one for complaining,
But I love the way
you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue
as I slowly fall a p a r t.

. . .

takin it back.. i'm takin it back.

takin back my life.

and i already told him.. but i just wanna say it here. KRIS i'm proud of you! not many people actually notice their actions or lack thereof. and i'm glad you're wanting to set things straight and start over. just don't forget all the things you said!! love you kristo.

and i love my best friend.. 8 more days my love!! =)

and i love my familia. =) and i love everyone.. *muah*

*The only people that you need in your life are the ones that truly need you in theirs...*

crazy day. . .

as ryan said... "the most random thing ever done at the spur of the moment.. no one can top this...except maybe us"
us.. PLUS genz and cat!!! hahaha YEAH!!

tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: omg... you know what
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: genz whered you go
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: imma tell you the story anyway..
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so after me and patsy left.. we ate and then picked claire up from school.. then we went to look for a comforter in this store by jons house.. but no comforters..
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so we head to puente.. and walk around. then ryan calls patsy and he's there too! so we meet up. no comforters that i liked ANYWHERE. so i'm sad. so we look for stuff for patsys car downstairs
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: then claire and ryan go to the picture place next to the car place to look at the pictures in there.. then me and patsy follow
SOULiVEX: lol
SOULiVEX: thats it?
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: then we make fun of everyone's pictures and patsy says "omg.. let's take pictures guys!!!" and i start laughin and of course say "YEAHHH!!!" thinkin he's not serious but it would be fun to
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: no thats not it hahahha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so then we get sad when we realize we don't have money..
SOULiVEX: lol
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: but they accept atm cards!! hahaha
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so patsy says "i'll pay for it!! just pay me back!"
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so we take pictures... hahahhaha they're SO UGLY
SOULiVEX: LOLOL
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: then we got sad cause you weren't in it :'(
SOULiVEX: liarrrrrr
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: so now we decided we must do it again
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: i'm not lying i SWEAR
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: ask patsy
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: hahha then we started laughin saying DAMN IT!! we need some blackness up in these pictures!!
SOULiVEX: LOLOLOL
tiCkLeXmEXLaUrA: hahah.. cause patsys soooooo pale..

so here's the pics.. in the order we took them. . .

i'll explain each. haha..


patsy: dude ryan, if you wear a dress, i'll wear one!!
ryan: no i'll wear this pig thing!
. . .
laura: patsy.. why are you wearin a tm shirt if you're so bitter?
patsy: yeah.. should i take it off? i'm gonna take it off!




picture lady: whatever you guys wanna do next.. go ahead!
ryan: let's use the fence and my head will pop out the side!!




patsy: hmm.. we'll be the pets!
claire: and we'll be the owners!!




our guardian angels =)

and later on... we got skurrrrd cause ryan couldn't find his car. someone stole it?! no... patsy just went to the wrong parking lot. haha.

will never forget the look on genz's face when he saw me and patsy.. with food. =)

fun, random, crazy, weird, funny day..
yet a time to say goodbye..


life is bittersweet. . .

8 more days.