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if you could just try. . .

today was relaxing.. sort of. i'm still kinda sad.. not sad, but ---i can't find the word.

so today i woke up at like 12 or something.. cheri texted me.. said we were gonna go to the beach in an hour.
went to the beach.. when we got there there was a *concerned citizen* hehehee.... and there were dogs everywhere!.. sooo cute. reminded me of kevin's dog. i want a dog now. i miss my dog. i want one. someone get me a dog!... no, jp.
after, we went to eat... then went home. then watched *my big fat greek wedding*.. that was cute. then went home.. went to hollywood video. rented *nightmare on elm street* dvd.. didn't work.. went back.. now here we are.

i just noticed that i'm starting to write my blogs like kkkeith and kristo now... oh no!.. they're rubbing off on me. haha, i think it's cause i was reading theirs and telling claire that they go like this .....

"woke up at _________.. blahblahblah. blahblahblah. blahblahblah."

or maybe i'm just lazy right now.

whatever it is.. blehhhh.

to YOU... why aren't you talking to me??...


ok.. well since i haven't put one in a long time.. here's a song..

*anything but ordinary*

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please


... so i guess i'll see ya'll tomorrow.. no 6 flags i guess. i don't know. and that's if someone decides to talk to me again.. *sigh* i need sleeeeep....