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easier said that done. . .

this has NOT been my week at ALL. don't even get me started on how many times i wanted to cry just because it felt good. the times that i actually did is already enough... bleh!... pray for me please.

so i guess i'll start with an update as usual..

Tuesday - May 20, 2003

uMMmmM... completely forgot. haha... i ate christal's coleslaw at lunch...
i think after school, me and cat went with darren to go to some car place to meet kris cause he was getting his windows tinted. stayed there for a bit, then we left to the tux place. picked out what he wanted.. then we went to birch street. ate some yummy coldstone then walked around. darren bought some pita bread stuff and this sauce that's YUMmMMmmMAY!! =)
then got some fatburger... chili cheeeese fries.. =) hehe. then we were on our way home.
talked on the phone and probably fell asleep. hehehhehe....

Wednesday - May 21, 2003

went to school.. did my english homework in second.. in extended block, did first period homework i think.. and talked to cat, gina, tony, and mike about stuffff. hehe.
in english... had conversations with the USUALS... and of course had the usual *interruption* and *eavesdropping* by SoMeOnE!!!! blehhh!!.. oh yeah, cat was absent this day... anyway.. went to lunch.. talked and ate and stuff. then went to sixth... TONY WAS BEING SO MEAN.. oh well. we didn't feel like going home.. so we stayed with him and kept him company. and there were some issues with OTHER people... but it doens't matter. =(
then we had *catching up time* with egmidio and joe.. hehe they're funny. joe.. where's my case?!.. hahahah...
then marc finally came with tony's car at like 5L45.. and tony took me to get my nails done.. did that.. then went home. and watched american idol.. GO RUBEN!!!!!! =)
then darren called... and we had a discussion... blehhhhhhhhh
and then cried myself to sleep..

no i'm just kidding... but there was crying goin on.. =(

Thursday - May 22, 2003

darren came after school... then we talked and ate and stuff.. issues again. but whatever...
then we picked up kris from lauren's.. and went to the tux shop.
kris and darren kept farting and it smelled so bad... =/
and i saw some people that i haven't seen in forever.. hahahahha... that's really funny. but YEAH...
them got jamba juice while i read kris' journals.. hehe.
took kris home and me and darren talked again.. i don't like to argue...=( but we got through it as usual.. love you babe..
talked on the phone.. till we both fell asleep.

Friday - May 23, 2003

went to school... yeah yeah... it was ok.. some periods were super fun though... like fourth.. when we played *spin laura's pencil box* hahahha... SO FUNNY.. =)
after school.. went with kris and cat. we went to pick up cat's check for voice.. then went to eat jack in the box. kris' kit got damaged =(.. i feel sooooo bad for him. dang.
but yeah.. got our food and went to ate's. ate in the car then went inside. ate was running late cause caitlin came.. caitlin's so cute!!.. we haven't seen her in like FOREVERRRRR... but yeah. then cat had her lesson and left... then i had mine and went home.
got my stuff together. and ate and stuff. then darren and q came.
tried to *surprise* me.. but didn't really work. haha
they ate and i played the piano while waiting for them. we talked and stuff......... then they left. and i came here. and now i'm here. and yeah... ok byebye everyone. =)


quote of the day

*we could be.. FAIRIES!!! sSSsSSsSSshh!!!!* . . . cat and laura

we both said that at the exact same time.. it was so funny. hahaha.

vent of the day

no need to read this part...
how stupid can i be? silly of me to possibly think that things could be different. that i could actually be important. no.... ok WAIT. f*ck that sh*t..

song of the day : alicia keys - a woman's worth

You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby, you know I’m worth it

Dinner lit by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby, you know I’m worth it

Wanna please
Wanna keep
Wanna treat your woman right
Not just told
But it's showed
That you know she is worth your time
You will lose
If you choose
To refuse
To put her first

She will
and she can
Find a man who knows her worth
mmm hmm
Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth

If you treat me fairly
I’ll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you’re worth it

If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I’ll hold you down when shit gets rough
Cuz baby, I know you’re worth it

She walks the mile
Makes you smile
All the while
Bein’ true
Don’t take for granted
The passions that she has for you
You will lose
If you choose
To refuse
To put her first
She will
and she can
Find a man who knows her worth

Oooooh
Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first, first baby
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth

No need to read between the lines spelled out for you
Just hear this song cuz you can’t go wrong when you value
A woman’s, woman’s, woman’s, woman’s worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain’t fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman’s worth