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aloha everyone!.. yeah.. so.. um.. no genzenn, that last post was not about darren. but yes, i know i can talk to you anytime.. and vice versa!.. hehe. bleh! genzenn's not on right now.. and i feel like talking to him. pooper scooper. =/
and no val, it wasn't about you either.. =) love you too though!!
actually i really don't know what it is.. but kkkeith understands!! hehe... right kkkeith?!.. haha..

well anyway.. the day after i wrote that.. i woke up in the morning and felt like a million percent better. *sigh*
the day after that too.. yippee.. and i slept over chris' house that night.. fun times. haha
sorry i fell asleep on you though inseparable gfriend.. haha. i should've drank your frap too!!!.. the kundi boys made me sleepy.. haha jp...:: P . E . R . F . E . C . T ::... hahahahahhah!! =)
oh yeah.. and.. aren't text messages so much fun to get?!.. ; ) ... who does this face though.. =0) hahah.. is it like that?

maaaan.. my throat started hurting last night.. i felt like i was gonna throw up.. cause my stomach hurt.. and my whole body hurt too.. and i had a headache.. goodness..
and i woke up this morning.. and felt so sick. =(.. and to make it even worse.. we had choir for two hours in the morning!..just rehearsing for our competition tomorrow..
felt like i was gonna faint.. seriously. my body was about to give out on me.. =/ .. never felt like that.. so yeah.. kinda scary.

well i should go now.. and put curlers in my hair.. we got competition tomorrow!!..

special person of the day
*mister keith samson*
why? because.. he knows. haha.. and he's my wise monkey!.. and therapy buddy. haha =)

song of the day : mariah carey - my saving grace

I've still got a lot to learn
But, at least I know where I can turn
When I'm in my times of need
Just as long
As I know all things are possible
Just as long as I believe

I've loved a lot, hurt a lot
Been burned a lot in my life and times
Spent precious years wrapped up in fear
With no end in sight
Until my saving grace shined on me
Until my saving grace set me free

Giving me peace
Giving me strength when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
I found my saving grace within you

Yes, I've been bruised
Grew up confused
Been destitute
I've seen life from many sides
Been stigmatized
Been black and white
Felt inferior inside
Until my saving grace shined on me
Until my saving grace set me free

Giving me peace
Giving me strength when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
I found my saving grace within you

And the bountiful things that you do
Lord thank you
For delivering me

And giving me peace
Giving me strength
Giving me hope when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
Always my saving grace
Pulls me through
I found my saving grace within you

Yes you are.. you're my every, everything
Within you...
Only, only you
Yes lord
Only you
My saving grace lord is
You