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i don't feel very good right now . . .

at this exact moment in time.. i feel like crying. i never meant to make you feel like blah.. i think i know what you're talking about in your live journal ****...
i thought you wouldn't take me seriously.. cause i was just joking.. but of course, there was some misunderstandings... i'm sorry. =(

but anyway.. that's not why i feel like crap. partly why, but not really...
aAaaaAAaAaAAAh!... i feel like venting but there's nothing to vent about!.. i mean, i can't think of anything that's making me feel like this. talk to me! someone!

school was fun today... well not FUN.. but you know.
in english... i saw alex... hahaha, he's the new black guy in our class.. he came like last week.. but yeah, i was all waiting for 4th to see him!!!.. BECAUSE... michelle kept talking about him.. so i just wanted to see what all the fuss was about. apparantly, he shaved all his hair off during the weekend, and me and cat missed it on monday cause we were on our field trip.
ANYWAY.. so on tuesday, michelle kept telling me all about how cute he is now.. but i didn't see him, cause we had block day.
SOOOO.. today, we got in class. no alex. then the bell finally rang.. still no alex. =( we were all sad.. haha
THEN.. in comes alex. haha.. i felt michelle nudge me with her elbow. and i look up... hMmmMMmMmMm... yeah he looks better than before. haha.
[raymond just IMed me.. he's talking nonsense and now i lost my train of thought.. talking to my love too =) ... and silly silly =)..]
ok so yeah... where was i?... ummm... the rest of the period, michelle talks about how he sat at our table when i was gone.. and how polite he is... etc.
then we had our presentations.. those were fun! haha.. so many questions.. dang, that other new guy was all asking so many questions
but YEAH... ok.. enough of that.

after class, we went under the waterfall! haha.. fun fun. then we went back again at lunch and RACHEL ditched me!.. what kind of mommy is that?!.. only my mommy would do that! cause she loves me! hahahahahaa...

fell asleep after school.. woke up and went straight to voice.. my throat was hurting. but i could still reach my notes.. haha.. but on this one part, i stopped and ate nar was like "what happened?" and then i said "i can feel the phlegm in my throat!.. eWWwWWWWwWWw!"
then i was thinking about another one of my secret missions.. but i don't think i can actually go through with this one.. so i'll save it for another day.. a rainy day.. haha.. another rainy day. there ya go.

got home. did hw. watched american idol. nelly was on the cedric the entertainer show!.. yeeeeeah. haha.

ok now i completely forgot what i wanted to say cause now i'm talking to michelle! haha..

special person of the day
*miss laura timberlake*
why? because i need to feel special sometimes too!!.. haha.... oh yeah.. and *miss valerine albania/martinez* because she's my roro.

i can't think of a song i wanna put in here.. so yeah..

ok everyone. goodnight. =)