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wishing that i could've known . .

..song of the day. coming later..

i have so much to do.. but i'm online. haha. ok i'll go after i post this. i really want a caramel apple cider right now.. =/ pooper scooper, starbucks should have it all the time. no wait.. i take that back. cause then i wouldn't be reminded that it's christmas time when it is... i don't make sense? yeah i know.

well EVERYONE.. thanks for coming yesterday =) i'm sorry if you didn't have a good time =/ but pleeeease know that i love ya'll

man i barely slept last night.. i was like half asleep. but i wasn't even sleepy at school, so that's good.. i think. haha.
i need to practice *through the rain*.. i just remembered, cause i just heard that song right now..

i'm goin through one of those times when i feel lonely, but i wanna be by myself. confusing, no? my head is full of thoughts.. i need to sort it out.
thank you cat and kat for being there for me. kat.. my shoulder to cry on, lemon 2.. love you! and cat... where WOULD i be if i didn't have 4 classes with SOMEONE?.. thanks for listening and understanding.. and loving! yeeeeah. =)

special people of the day
*miss cathleen silva and miss katherine park*

aaaah, i forgot what i was gonna say.. mtv is distracting me!! well anyway.. gonna go now. be good everyone! =)

here's the song of the day..

song of the day : otown - from the damage

This time
I'm done with always screwing up
I'm sick of one direction, down
I'm a broken picture frame
My whole world twisted inside out
Screaming, voices like a hurricane
Telling me to wake up, get out of bed
Put your feet on the floor
There's fresh air out the door

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything
To make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

Last time
Playing with a broken string
It don't matter no one's listening
Cause losing you has made me see
I've gotta change
Gotta blame it
All on me

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything
To make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

Before
The smoke can really clear away
From fires I started yesterday
I know I've gotta find a way
Somehow I've gotta find a way to wake up
From the damage

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage