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i need to fix my life . . .

saw that in lucy's blog. =/
you know those times when you feel like no one understands you.. or what you're feeling.. or anything?
i don't feel like... me. right now. it's like i don't have time to just think about NOTHING. there's always something.. go go go... aaaah. i need to just stop for 5 seconds.
and then i went and read ____ 's journal. i know i'm lucky to have everything i have and have the parents that i have.. and everything else..
so that made me feel even worse.. like i don't appreciate things. errrrrr..


on a lighter note.. i saw nelly yesterday. justin was supposed to be there too cause they were supposed to perform their song together.. but NO.. he had a rehearsal. haha it's ok though.. i still love him. and if you don't look at nelly's teeth, then he's actually very nice looking. haha.
me, ate, and cat were making fun of people. so bad. so so bad. "hey, use that move in the talent show!!" hahahaha

LOVE IS LOVE.. unconditional. and without limits..
=)

quotes of the day
*is that vegetable oil?* . . . cat
*u-s-h-e-r r-a-y-m-o-n-d.. your dad is black!* . . .tony
*tony.. you're so ugly!* . . . cat

hahaha...

special person of the day
*miss katherine park barker* aka LEMON2 aka blossom =)

ok everyone. i think i'll just end w/ this song that i heard today...

song of the day : tyrese - i must be crazy

Hey girl, is it cool if I'm honest
Just hold on, you know that it's hard for me
To say things, things that I promised
And do things that I never thought I'd do

What kinda man's not there when you're crying
What kinda man don't care if he's lying
Now I understand who could be that kind of man
That's me, and I must be crazy

I must be crazy for not taking care of you
And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool
Cause you were my baby and I was yours, too
It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see
You were right when you said
I must be crazy, yeah

You told me we had a problem
Your girls said you deserve better than me
And they was right, I can't believe it
I've gotta ask myself why

What kinda man's not there when you're crying
What kinda man don't care if he's lying
Now I understand who could be that kind of man
And that's me, I'm so sorry