what do you do when the one person you thought you could trust and look up to breaks the image you had of them?...
what if you both believed in the same things and always said you wouldn't do this, or you don't think this...
what if one day they change their mind and just ignore everything they said before..
what do you do when one day they just decide to forget everything you always said you would never do?...
do you follow them and forget everything you believe in too?....or do you stay with what you think. what you know. what you believe in?...
what do you do when the one person you thought would always be there for you turns their back on you?

..when i say these things, it doesn't mean it's from the particular time in my life..it's just something that i remember, what i've been thinking about, or what i've wanted to put in here....to ______..you know who you are...that other blog wasn't about you...i'm sorry if i made you stress or think that something was wrong...ay nako, i shouldn't have posted that right before i left, cuz then if you thought it was you and said something..then i could've told you it wasn't about you....anyway..i'm sorry again....

*here's to the nights we felt alive...here's to the tears you knew you'd cry...here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon...*