achao ordo. . .

know what that means?

last night on the way home from la.. we had an nih moment. hahahha... sorry chris! i played him a whole bunch of happy songs about love that make you go ahhhh.. *tear* .. and a whole bunch of sad songs about love that make you go ahhhh.. *tear*. hehe. and we came across a LOT of songs and cds that i never listen to anymore.

ranging from. . .

bitter..

i should have left it at.. how you doin?
i should have left it at.. i like your music too, and
i should have never called you back when you pursued me
i should have never given you my fucking two way

to lovey-dovey..

something happens when you look at me, i forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth, my knees get so weak
could it be true, is this what god has meant for me?
cause baby i can't believe
that something like you.. could happen to me

to just plain heart-broken..

sometimes I sit at home
by the phone, hoping he might call me
but he don't call me
and then I realize..
dreams come true.. aren't for girls like me, not like me
and so i go around with my head up, like it aint no thing
and when the boy's around with all my friends, i'm into other things
cause you never let them see you sweat
don't want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me

so i put on my makeup, put a smile on my face
and if anyone asks me, everything is ok
i'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
but i'm dying inside with my pride
and a smile on my face
on my face

..and that's how we do it CUH-zinnnnn. =) k byebye!