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yep.. that's the subject of the day. i wonder why i can be so nice sometimes to people who TOTALLY don't deserve it. [not that **** doesn't deserve my niceness]] the subject of my long lost dance shoes came up again. DANG. me and cat were talking about it.. and i told her that i feel bad asking **** if she was serious about buying me new ones. everyone is telling me it's her fault and she should take responsibility and blahblahblah.. and i finally get the courage to think YEAH, you're right.. i mean i would buy cat new ones if i lost hers
well anyway. so i had it all planned out. at lunch-- i would ask her about it. and i was supposedly gonna try to make her feel guilty. BUT NO... just thinking about it makes me feel guilty. errrrrr. i can't help it sometimes.. i get so caught up in trying to think of other's feelings that i don't even think about mine. GOSH. and i told cat and she said "you're TOO nice!!!" someone knock some sense into me please. if only she knew about my blog. she could come and read it and know how i feel. and by some miracle she would apologize for being so inconsiderate and nothing bad would ever ever ever happen to me ever again. ahh. if it were only that easy.
but this isn't the only example i have for my 'niceness' but too much to say. i'll save i for another day. bleh.

anyway. i just got back from voice a while ago. yep. WHOA. our last choir concert is next week. mannnnn. k, anyway...

dear chris, lucy, and debbie.. I'M SORRY!. but.. i don't think i'm goin to banquet.. i mean, i wanted to, but then i don't REALLY want to. sorry guys. but I LOVE YOU!.. hehe. and lucy might get me back and make me cry. ya'll are singing *friends* right? haha lucy, member when i made you cry with that song.. awww. and when i 'fell' haha.. and when and when and when.. jp.

OK.. so i also have been thinking of USHER.. aka.. you know who. man.. he was in my dream. oops. i don't think i should call him usher. cause didn't we call him that one time chris??... hmmm. OH YES! that reminds me of mr. UCI man!!! ooohhhhh =) i miss him. haha jp. but i wanna hear him sing. NO FAIR, i didn't put anyone on our K-BOYS list. no fair no fair no fair. no one no one no one. hehe.

GUESS WHAT WE'RE WATCHING IN DANCE?????.... ok you give up. center stage i love watchin that movie. were watchin the rest tomorrow. YAY// *if i was the one in your life. . .*
hehehehe chocolate... HE'S SO UGLY!!!..what's his name? i forgot his name// but charlie's cute cat!.. i know i know he's a ballet dancer.. but who cares. man he can dance. cat's mean. hehe. jp

hmmm.. what else is new??...oh! we went to six flags on sunday. i thought i already wrote about that.. i'll write about it later [[which mean i probably will forget about it.. which means i wont =)]] too bad.

aaah ok i'm getting frustrated. my head hurts. it's so FREAKIN hot.. yeah that's what i said like TEN MILLION times today. seriously. dang. ok see you guys later.. I LOVE YOU! =)