Sunday, July 20, 2003

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everything's changing . . .

my mind is going blank. i don't know how to feel. i don't know what i want anymore.
ate, val, cat, lucy, mel.. i love you guys VERY much. and mister chris-boogie, love you too chris!! =)
and chris-tal-ner.. we need our sleepover.. i'm in desperate need my inseparable gfriend!
genz... hehehehehe... whatever happened to our date?!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeveryone, i <3 u. =)

anyway.... what have i been up to? dancing!!! and if i'm not dancing, then i'm sleeping. if i'm not sleeping, then i'm eating. if i'm not doing any of those things... then i'm ______. and val and i like to take turns doin that. huh val? don't worry my dear... everything will work out and fall into place.
that goes for the both of us! *sigh*.. but yeah miss, i just don't know. i only wish it would all go away.
lemme see... if i can find a song..


Lauryn Hill - Ex Factor

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who i have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who i have to be
To get some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy, this is crazy
Oh this is crazy, this is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can i explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See i know what we've got to do
You let go and i'll let go too
Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy, this is crazy
Oh this is crazy, this is crazy

Care for me, care for me
You said you care for me

There for me there for me
Said you'd be there for me

Give to me give to me
Why don't you live for me?

Cry for me cry for me
You said you'd die for me

Where were you, when I needed you?

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