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sometimes. . some people get me wrong. . .

song of the day : craig david - walking away

i just don't like feeling sad. i don't like seeing other people sad either. i wish there was no such thing as sad.. hurt.. lonely.. confused. . .
then again.. what would happy be without sad?.. you know what i mean?..


anyway... i woke up at like 9 this morning cause my aunt called me. today was my grandma and grandpa's anniversary. kiana, ryan, malia, and my aunt were supposed to come today.. but they ended up not. cheri and auntie emy did though. we had a lot of visitors today.. darren too. hahaha.. darren, remember what he said?.. that was funny.
at like 3:30 i went to albertsons. jon jon was my helper! hehe.. then went to ate's. then got everything ready for jessa's surprise birthday party. we blew up the balloons.. ewWWwWWWwWwW.. those fish balloons huh val?!.. haha. ate made a cake with pictures of ashley from otown and a picture of jessa and ashley.. hehe. and we were watchin ate's otown dvd thing. trevor and his neon green shorts.. val wanted those neon green shoelaces to match him.. haha. ooh i just remembered ate's story again. oOoOOoOoh.. i'm still so very very happy for her. =) =) =)
then we ate and ate and ate. hehe. then miss valerina had to go to watch *taming of the shrew*.. GO JON JON AND DEBBIE!.. hehe.
then we watched the encore concert video.. then we were off to downtown disney. we got ASHLEY ANGEL BARATA.. jessa's build-a-bear.. so cute! it has light blue eyes.. just like ashley!.. haha. then we ate again. yummy. then went back to ate's and watched *the others*.. i was falling asleep. it's ok cause i've already seen that movie. haha..
someone called ate's house while we were watching the movie.. and then they just hung up right away. so were were like ooookay. then they called again later and it was ina's dad. and cat's cell kept ringing too.. so many interruptions haha. then cat left. then SOMEONE called my cell. and i didn't hear anything. then they hung up. and i was like oooookay.. haha cause you woke me up kkkeith!!.. haha it's ok. then hideki called me after and told me it was them. that's nice. =)
after the movie ended, mel left. then i left.. jessa and jocelyn were still there.

oooh yeah.. at like 12 something in the morning the other day.. cat called me. dang cat, don't scare me like that!.. well i mean, don't shock me like that!.. gosh, i was so in shock.. and i prayed about that too!.. see my prayers really do work! =)

..hehe i read genzenn's blog. the things silly silly does for me. seriously genzenn. naAaAAaAaaAks... but HEY.. he doesn't have to do anything for me! haha

ok well.. i must go now. i was so sleepy earlier, but when i got home, i was all awake.. so i went online. i'm retarded.. yep. ok everyone, goodnight and sweet dreams of _______ !! =)