*yesterday we said our last goodbyes, darling yesterday we gave it one last try. though we often said that we would never let it come to this.. i have nothing left to give. i can only sit and think of yesterday*. . .

forgot about that song too. =) whoa, reminds me of south pointe.

well EVERYONE. . they changed the date of the talent show. BUT you still have to go.. i'll tell ya'll when it is as soon as they tell us. alrighty!

went to cat's house after school today.. i don't think that was yellow shirt man! cause he looked kinda shorter and skinnier than i remember. but what do i know, that was more than 3 months ago. maybe he hasn't eaten anything cause he can't stop thinkin bout you cat. haha. but hey. . *i love you, i hope you love me too....* that's cute. maybe if i wasn't in a good mood, i would've thought "ewww, wtf??" but yea... oh and that guy does the CUTE thing. ya know, that thing them boys do to make us go gaaaaaa-gaaaaa. aaaaah

yesterday was my grandpa's birthday. man, sometimes i get so mad at myself cause you know? life goes on. and i hate thinking that my life is the same even without him here. cause it's not, but sometimes i have to take a deep breath and try to remember all my memories of him as i grew up. i found this old project i did in like 1st grade. we had to write about an anscestor, and i chose my grandpa. i wrote all about him and what he did as a kid, etc. i had pictures and all that. =) i still remember sometime when i was in elementary school... my grandma was away-- she went to the philippines. one morning i told my grandpa to do my hair. he put it in a ponytail, it was all lopsided and everything.=) and i remember asking him stories like how he and my grandma met. *aaah* but it feels so good to be able to think about stuff and smile... still get teary-eyed, but.. it's cause i love him so much.

i wanna watch peee-TA pan-DE-sal 2 haha. and crossroads chris!
my parents, and all my aunts and uncles from my dad's side of the family are leavin this weekend, to go to a birthday thing in santa rosa. well they're leaving in the morning so were at cheri's house right now. in churro's words . . "can this weekend get even more perfect??" i really do hope he goes, for you. yaaay.

hey hey hey! we can't forget about *40 days and 40 nights* i have to watch it! josh. whoo. oh man, i forgot about my other josh. <~~~~~ =) but i still love SHANE. do you think i can survive *no candy and *just water. NO not THAT water... i can only drink water... nothin but water. whooo. i wanted to do the only bread and water thing that chris said to do. GO CYNCH!! haha. i told my dad, he said it was up to me if i wanted to do it or not... but of course my mom freaked out and said i HAD to eat. so yah. CHOCOLATE doesn't count as candy!. . or else i've been bad. SORRY! i can't help it, people gave me a whole bunch of chocolate yesterday... looks like i'l be eatin conversation hearts in 40 days. darn.

alright guys... i'm out. time to go..... so long payatfish. =)