ERRRRRRR .

gosh..it sucks so bad.
i am not some toy that you can just take out when you get tired of your other toys. i am not just something that you can call on when the other "toys" make you feel bad. especially if once the other things start being less boring and get your attention, you ignore me and kick me aside. i am not something you use as a pick-me-up. i am a person. a girl. i guess i have been feeling this all along, but i never noticed it. i guess i just can not take it anymore. i do not want this to bother me so much. i wish it didn't, but i guess it is just because you are..or were a good friend. or was it just my imagination?


i hate Peeling Mushroom Slices ... and cramps..hate those too.. uuugh

current mood : cranky
current song i can NOT get out of my head : britney spears - my only wish this year ..damn dance class!
current pages read of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone : 114 (didn't read any today..yet)
favorite person of the day : jona -- i miss you!..hurry and come visit!

oh yeah..wow vanessa, you haven't seen her in like 2 years..i haven't seen her in 5!..